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Time pass by so fast..Everything seems that is going to change again..Looks like my mum gonna go back to her old way again..y?y?y?i really dun understand what kind of illness does she really have..dun seems like any kind of illness..is it laziness??sometimes i really wonder y this kind of thing will happen to mi..i'm in poly now,how could i possibly have time to da bao for her when i not even have time for myself now?i really dun noe what cause her to be like dat,i really dunno how..i feel so lost rite now..what can i do now??of course i'm not saying she's not a gd mum,she can be one..is just that i really dunno wat possess her la..everytime sleep sleep sleep..y ah?can someone tell mi?is this a way of escaping out of something?or is she really tired?even lets say that she is tired,would she be tired than my dad?i can say that definitely no!!y can't she stay as a gd mum forever??y??