Sharing of thoughts

Today Pst Kong share with us about the series of Romans & Galatian.

Whole session is very good,I've really receive alot. Towards the end of the session,what he shared really pierced through my heart.

He shared with us through the verse of Rom 1:10 which tell us that although Paul know of his calling from God and he know that he know that he is going to where God wants him to go and which he really have great desire from God to go. However there didn't seems to have open door at that time yet, yet he didn't demand God to sent him right now. Instead he lift up his strong desire to God and says "God you know I've been praying for this,and you know I wanted to go but your ways are higher than my ways,let your will be done according to your moment and timing" ..I tell you,this phrase really broke me into pieces.

Remember a few days ago,I juz shared with mao..Seems like everyone have reach their goal,like yvonne(have already become a BV-a great one and already stand beside e one she always wanted to stand with in the midst of serving as a bv) and mao(have already been recruited into elite team as he desire as well)..Then I ask ,what about mi? Then..he tried to console mi and so on~~
But today is really like God is really hinting me and at the same time telling me. When He has called us to somewhere or to do certain things,doesn't mean it got to be NOW. He have a timing and moment for it!
Remembering once after SOT on my way to office from Lavender mrt,God showed me a revelation when I walk through this wide field filled with lotsa wild flowers. Some withered,some shine beautifully,then I realized everything on earth have its time and moment to shine specifically.
True calling from God can surely go through test of time. And I really believe my time will soon come too! I'm waiting and waiting~ Nv give up,Jiayou!!!~=)

SOT day 2

When we worship,we got to be in 1 mind,1 soul and 1 spirit.. All in one..No one else..But God alone..

My Love Language

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Receiving Gifts
with a secondary love language being
Acts of Service.

Complete set of results

Receiving Gifts:		10
Acts of Service:		8
Quality Time:		7
Words of Affirmation:		3
Physical Touch:		2

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Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

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Market with Empathy

An advice from newspaper-article by patricia fripp:

Customers buy if they believe you understand and care about them...

If you want your marketing to make $$ for you,focus on your customers' feelings and beliefs. Unless you can convince them that you understand them and their problems-that you are empathetic-they are probably not going to buy from you.

The headline on one of my marketing pieces says,"Hiring a speaker is an awesome responsibility".It is.These days,if you hire the wrong speaker in a corporate job,you could end up in severe trouble.

Many Professional speakers focus their marketing on themselves-how good they are,how successful.It works,but readers don't get the message that the speaker really knows who they are and can fill their needs. Your customers need to believe that you know,understand and care about them.

There is a good way to fo this when you are writing or creating your marketing piece.

1. Make a list of the prospects' biggest problems from their point of view.(if you dunno,ask them)
2. Decide how these problems make your prospects feel.Tell a story abt someone experiencing the same prob.What does this encounter look and sound like?What external and internal forces cause these feelings and sensations?Be really creative in putting yourself in the prospects' shoes
3. Address those feelings.Write abt ur prospects' feelings and reactions.PRove to them that you understand and care.Then prove that you can solve the problem.

Why be empathetic?When you just relate the facts-"we have a store at such-and-such location"or "we sell a product that does this and that"or"we are consultants in this field",you are implying that you are similar to everyone else.You make urself an ordinary commodity.DO you know what ppl do with commodities?They try to get the lowest price.

So,when you market yourself,capitalise on ur unique ability to understand and solve problems.It will greatly increase ur client base and their loyalty to you.

As a side benefit,it will also help you get paid wat you are worth.As noted businessman Nido Qubein says:"when you solve a problems that keep CEOs awake at night,they never ask you what you charge."

Happy Valentines Day!!

Today was a very happi day..

Never Expected...

This time round he really gave mi a very big surprise..

I tot this year will be the same roses and cook a simple meal den its another day again..

BUT But but....

To my surprise when he ask mi to wait for him at the staircase while he go and get the flowers and i tot it will be blue roses again..nothing special..

And suddenly "estoma"which is "jie gen hua" appear in front of mi.. and i was stunned for a few second...OMG..my favourite "estoma"!! Aww!! This kind of flower onli taiwan have..(checked be4)

fly mi to the moon...........=)

And my favourite bolognise pasta...ya..with lotsa fattening cheese and cream..

After all the hardwork..Finally he is able to sit down for a good meal..

But its still not over yet...

Lastly.. A strawwberry jelly for my dessert...Yummy yummy..

Last year he've done it,but fail..

This year is slightly better...

Compare the difference between the top which is done last year and the bottom which is done this year..Slightly better rite?..

After that we exchange our gift. i gave him a watch while he gave mi a precious moment figure..

Den he send mi home and i gave him my creation of tiramisu.."clap clap"..Feeling proud of myself..Hehe..

Enjoyable day with the one i love most...^.^

In sch blogging again

I'm so so so soooo angry with U! LEONG MINSING!Also giving me attitude!always look so paranoid!So what if i'm ur student?!Doesn't mean u can give mi all of that!
Firstly,u didn't pay mi and secondly i dun care watever marks or remarks u wanna give mi..If onli by bootlicking u and willingly stand by ur side to let u vend ur anger in order to get good grade..i'm sorry,i rather take my bad grade and grad from this sch!Early in e morning switch off my com and makes mi take a long time to search for my UG file to load and nv even explain wat happen!Wasting my money to buy blank disc to save my proj in e end can't use and asking mi to get another one, u think i v rich ah?!Ppl pay money to do proj still wan us to waste our money to print report,buy blank disc,run errands for u..V clever hor~~Make use of us and dun even have to pay a single penny..
And if u're paranoid becos u're v busy and can't handle..Den dun force urself and make u and others life like hell can~~Argh!!

After vending my anger and have cooled down...

Yap..When my cousin came back from m'sia,she bought mi a gucci sunglass and a white leather bag..Cool~~hehe..And yest my bro actually treat mi dinner as i've no $$ to eat,i dunno how he noes but somehow he noes la..hehe..I feel tat i'm so blessed...=)
i'm loving it~~

Colourful Weekends?

LAst fri my 2 pretty cousin,joanne and ashley, and my aunt came over to singapore to settle ashley down at my hse as she is coming over to study at Raffles Design Institute.

On fri they're doin all those adminstrative thingy for her sch and everything like phone line,buy cupboard and stuff to put in my room..Den sat is e SHOPPING DAY! too bad is onli for them,my job is onli to bring them around and watch while they shop~~Arghh!!

Ya..Sat was also a very very fattening day..In e morning we went to eat breakfast at ard 9 plus..DEn ard 12-1pm we went to eat fried wanton noodle at bugis follow by shopping and they spend ard $500++ onli for this 2 days lo..Sigh..(when can i have this type of life?)After that ard 6 plus we went to my dad's workplace at newton to eat (5 grilled chicken wings+5 sting ray+a v big plate of fried rice+vege)..and is like we all eat v little and is onli e 5 of us,den mi and joanne went to meet james while e rest went home to rest.Den we order 8 scoop of ice-cream..8 scoop hor!!..Isn't it sinful?OMG..i'm repenting rite now..LOL

Met James at e outlet beside arcade in AMK hub and eat ice-cream while playing uno stacko,have a great chat,take a few pics and den he send us home..Guess he is really happi as he has been waiting for this opportunity for v v long time and finally he get to see joanne in real person..hehe..

Den had a long chat with joanne till we fall asleep on bed..

Sun morning i quietly wake up and prepare myself to go for svc while they're still soundly in bed.In e afternoon they're preparing their luggage back to m'sia..So i meet them for lunch awhile,went home help them pack awhile and send them off..ya..the saddening part come in,before they board e bus,ashley's mum ask her not to cry with her own eyes red den both of them cry..Sigh..so sad lo..i also cannot tahan sia.. Den i juz stand beside ashley to pad her back while she is still trying to calm herself down.We stood there till e bus left den we proceed for dinner.

At first was really quite awkward,cos normally her mum will chat with her den i normally keep quiet and listen to them de,but then suddenly v quiet den she also no mood talk at that time,den i juz ask her wan to eat wat and stuff like dat to distract her sadness lo~~Den talk abt when go clubbing and stuff..(^-^)..Has been saying wanted to go but in e end also nv go..Guess this time really can go see see look look wat it is really like with my cousin and brother.hehe..(play while u can when u're still young)..Thats wat my cousin told mi..
Yesterday ashley and mi also chat till we fall asleep,chat abt our bf and everything la..so funny..Both our bf now is not our "dream" bf..Is like e unexpected.. Anyway is the chemistry dat counts and most important of all is that they must dote on u~~hehe

oops~~didn't realise i've wrote such a long entry..OKie..Thats all folk!

Welcome 2008!!

Hello year 2008!!

Sad to say that year 2007 was a really bad year for me,having bad results,didn't do well for exams,cold relationships with parents,no money,no celebrations no nothing~~Spend christmas and new YeAr eve at home when others are celebrating with a feast or go countdown and watching fireworks somewhere~~Aww..my beloved fireworks..Can say tat i really start and end year 2007 feeling quite disappointed..But i really wan to thanks all the frens and my man who is always by my side,cheering mi up..they nv fail..Although didn't get to celebrate Christmas,But i've been caroling at expo,vivo,esplanade and alexandra hospital to bring joy and atmosphere of love and giving to others..

At vivo!!

At Expo

At esplanade!!

Mi,belle and xuan inside the artist room of esplanade

Wootz..Grand hor??hehe..Tsk tsk tsk..juz look at the artist room..
(Eunice Ho

Artiste)

*head lift high high

Has really been enjoying myself even though i'm sick with bad sore throat..

I really wan to thank God for giving mi so much opportunity and love..He nv fails and is nv too late for anything..nv too late to lift mi up when i'm down..nv fail to cheer mi up..nv fail to pull mi back when i'm out of track..nv fail to lead mi when i'm lost..

Lastly of course not forgeting my beloved!!

the one who is always there for mi,

who always give in to mi,

shower mi with lots of love

and

never fail to treat mi like a princess..:)

Hope 2008 will really be a better year ahead with abundance~~Haha..Turning 21st soon..Already starting to plan for my coming bday in may..I noe i'm a bit "Kiasu"..At least i start haven start to plan my wishlist for my bday hor~~LOL
Alright..Think tats it for today!!Still got work to do~~Bye!!

Resting Day~~

Yesterday was a public holiday and is a "finally" resting day for me..


No special program,no event,no meeting up with friends...


Juz us alone~~Hehe


Actually was supposed to meet at 10am,but he reached at ard 9.30am and is raining..Sigh..So have to drag myself up to bring umbrella for him~~(and it was freezing cold~~)


We went for a sumptuous breakfast at my hse downstair(we ordered 2 plates of Ipoh Hor Fun+1 plate steam "xia jiao"+1 plate fried "xia jiao"..which is so fattening..Arghh!!)


Den slack ard at my hse till ard 1+ to 2 we took a 2 hrs bus ride to city hall(traffic was so jam from newton all e way to city hall)..


We alight at suntec as i was making noise to him that i wan ben and jerry ice-cream from my hse to city hall..LOL..so after alighting,we quickly went to ben and jerry to ease my craving..Yummy~~(strawberry cheesecake flavour with waffle cone)


Den head to marina square to buy movie ticket for "alvin and the chipmunks" while i'm still enjoying my ice-cream..lol..


While queuing up,we saw wang zhi yang( the campus superstar champion)..he looks so shy..LOL


Den we went to shop for awhile for my xmas attire for caroling before having dinner at kfc.. Ordered extra cheese fries and coleslaw..LOL..like hungry ghost huh?
Den we bought a cup cone while watching movie..Is like we eat and eat non-stop for the whole day..Sigh..Wat a sinful day~~

Anyway,today supposed to leave school at 5.30 but i left ard 4 plus near 5 to meet boon for caroling at alexandra hospital.. Was still having sore throat..omg..but i really didn't want to miss it so i went!hehe..pardon my out of pitch sound..LOL..
Anyway..the patient was really happi and looking them smiling so happily and enjoying the atmosphere of christmas coming near was really so heartwarming..
Although its tired,but its worth it..really..is like this is the onli month that we can bless and bring joy to others with our voices,especially to those who have sickness and need to stay in the hospital while all others are celebrating..
But somehow or rather as i was singing halfway,clement's image came to my mind..i dunno y but it juz came like dat..its really sad that he can't see e caroling anymore or celebrate christmas with us anymore..how i wish he can still see all this now..but..(suddenly tears are filling my eyes)..Den i stop myself to think further but back to the lyrics that i'm suppose to sing...sigh..Anyway i bet he still can see us in heaven right now..=)
Praise the LoRd!!

1st anniversary update(131007)

Last sat is our 1st anniversary..

We went for service den rush over to Vivocity for our dinner ~~

and the surprise began..wahaha..

This is where we settle our dinner at..

i like the bottle~~nice rite?And this is wat we ordered..

Taste is still acceptable but the garlic taste will last till tml morning~~EEk

Den we headed to the cable car station as planned by him to Mount Faber~~

And we've reached the Jewel Box!! Nice!! The ambience there was super duper Good~~

I'm loving it!!

Then we find some place to settle and chat awhile~~Took some funny pics~~

And finally he pass mi the present he has prepared for mi before we leave that place and tell mi abt the story behind this one and onli bracelet~~

"i'm the key to his heart"

Aww~~so sweet of him~~

So touch~~

So after that we headed back home~~Rushing for his last bus~~

as he've spend all of his $$ for this celebration~~LOL

While we wait for the cable car to come~~Took a pic with a red red tree~~

Thats all Folk!!

My Inspiration..

My Dreams..

Everytime i see her, i just feel that my dreams are just so near but yet so far~~~

Would you be there?

If I were Blue
Would you be there for me
And Whisper in my ears that's ok
Would you stand my me
Let me hold You tight
And say you love me one more time
If I Feel good
Would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender loving care
Would you die for me
Would you run with me
And never look back
Would you be there to love to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away
Would you be there to love to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away
Would you be there

Enjoy

WAYS TO REJECT GUYS(Humorous)
HE : Can I buy you adrink?
SHE : Actually I'd ratherhave the money.

HE : I'm a photographer. I've beenlooking for a face like yours.
SHE : I'm a plastic surgeon. I'vebeen looking for a face like yours.

HE Hi. Didn't we go on a dateonce? Or was it twice
SHE : Must've been once. Inever make the same mistake twice.

HE : How did you get to be sobeautiful?SHE : I must've beengiven your share.HE : Will you go out withme this Saturday?
SHE : Sorry. I'm having aheadache this weekend.

HE : Your face must turna few heads.
SHE : And your face must turna few stomachs.

HE : Go on ,don't be shy.Ask me out.
SHE : Okay, get out.

HE : I think I could make youvery happy.
SHE : Why? Are youleaving?

HE : What would you say if Iasked you to marry me?
SHE : Nothing. I can't talkand laugh at the same time.

HE : Can I have your name?
SHE : Why? Don't you alreadyhave one?

HE : Shall we go see a movie?
SHE : I've already seen it.

HE : Where have you been all mylife?
SHE : Hiding from you.

HE : Haven't I seen yousome place before?
SHE : Yes. That's why I don'tgo there anymore.

HE : Is this seatempty?
SHE : Yes, and this onewill be if you sit down.

HE : So, what do you dofor a living?
SHE : I'm a femaleimpersonator.

HE : Hey baby, what's yoursign?
SHE : Do not enter.

HE : Your body is likea temple.
SHE : Sorry, there are noservices today.

HE I could see you naked, I'd diehappy.
SHE : I saw you naked, I'dprobably die laughing.

Long long ago..Long Long ago...

wohoo!!!!
Exams are all over..now awaiting to go year 3..obviously having holidays..Today is also e actual 5th months of my r/s with pika...Seems that it really have been thousand of donkey years that i didn't update..Pls excuse mi for that..As my laptop spoil and now i'm in m'sia once again to use my cousin's com..
sigh..this trip was sooo sudden that everything planned was ruin..My talentine(vocal) audition..My youth camp..ALL CRASH!!! It all juz happen for this week!!ARGHH!!!After i go back,all these events are gone!!!GONE!!i so sad...
haiz..forget it..
no more mood to update anymore..shall be continue again....

HohohohO

Heiyo~~The time has come..Time for multiplication again this thursday~~Mixed feeling of happiness and sadness~~I dun ask to be with anyone as i fully accept God's will,Wherever He place mi,there i'll be..h3h3..lol..k la..time for updates of my past events~~
Last sunday W372 have a zone outing at sentosa,playing human monopoly..Actually have 6 frens but eventually due to stupid raining day..All 5 have gone home leaving one behind..that is Eileen~~haa..But all thanks to the one EILEEN who did the most running to help us won the 100 swensen voucher..wahaha..of course all members have contributed la..SO happi..Nv expect to win such great prize..As my team consist of 1 cripple man..LOL..BUT do not despise the cripple hor~~Our team still won eventually..muahaha~~~K la..No matter who won,most importantly is the process of the game that we've really enjoy..Think all those running that i've did for sun and yesterday can keep mi fit man~~LOL~~
yesterday went for bbq session with all those security members..Thought of juz eat and run away to home..But at 9pm,the game started..With funny storyline introduction of the game..And treasure hunt begins..Den when we were juz abt to step out,rain comes again..omg..wat a weather huh..Thank God there were still a kind hearted soul who lend us umbrella so i won't have to run under the rain,But poor them have to run under the rain..nvm la..they are SECURITY lei..so Strong..Rain onli ma..LOL..Goodness~~Their forfeit are juz like training session for the army lo..Thank God that their forfeit can excuse gals and wounded man..haha..And is oni through all those climbing of web that i noe actually black pig is a monkey despite of his swollen ankle and lightning strucking..Den get a minor cut on his pig palm..~~LOL~~however through all thick and thins..walking throughout almost the whole area of pasir ris park in the dark night with lightning and rain..We've found all those treasure and finally back to the chalet to find treasure box which consist of newspaper and stuff for us to dress up a KING..Black pig was the chosen one..After all those votings and everything..WE WON AGAIN!!!!!HURRAY!!but we were all wet,of course not as wet as them la..so smelly..haha~~
These 2 days i've really enjoy my time very much with black pig and is really a great experience with all those loving people~~
Pictures will be uploaded soon~~
Stay tune~~

long time no updAtes

hey hey~~
hmm..due to long time no updates,also dunno start from where..so i shall update those latest things and event~~~
Yesterday actually xuan,roger they all were suppose to go for blood donation~~We went but was unsuccessful,due to blah blah reason..Den we headed down to vivo city to help out~~Fun experience~~Ppl there were very friendly and simply fun~~While helping,some silly things happen as well..LOL..was taken down secretly when we are unaware..

just look at our face expression..LOL(so stupid)..


I dunno y,he juz like to see mi getting irritated~And he juz finds it funny and happy to make mi angry~~Arghh!!

i simply love this workpiece...although i smile till my face sooo pain..But i really love it..This is the first drawing of myself!!h3h3..

photos

Blood donation photos~~


eric's bday celebration at esplanade~~

wat a meaningful day i had~~~

Never imagine i would ever do such a thing in my life~~
Never noe that i would be so daring~~
Today was a very meaningful day~~~
Cos i serve in the morning at expo den proceed to jurong nanyang CC to DONATE BLOOD!!!Isn't it miraculous?LOL!!
omg~~i was soooooo sooooo soooo scared~~~i was really trembling lo...Den is like everyone was comforting mi and calming mi down..whole group of cg member was standing behind mi and support mi..LOL..Also took pics and video while my blood was flowing into the bag...(-_-")..they say i was the first gal in W372 to donate one FULL packet of blood..h3h3..
hmm..Quite an experience la..Not bad~~
Pics of donating blood will be uploaded soon ~~
After that i rest awhile and went to our jurong premise's rooftop to celebrate hui yi's bday...
Den to city hall to meet eric at marina square to celebrate his bday as well~~we go for a little shopping den to city link's NEW YORK to have our dinner..we had a very sinful meal be4 proceeding to esplanade's rooftop..i was chatting with eric while xuannie finds her way to get a cake for him...We played with cakes,sabo and make a mess..he really very skillful at handling sabo lo..he knew every trick..sigh..Took lotsa pics and clean up the place and ourselves be4 leaving the place..wander around and decided to go to cineleisure to take pics...hohoho...His first time taking those machine pics lo...good..seems like he have really enjoy himself today..haha..
I am very tired today,BUT today was a very meaningful,memorable and joyful day~~~
AND Yesterday i've receive 2 blessings!!!h3h3..
2 nice shirts from P.O.A..one is from desmond and one is from xuannie~~love them lots~~;)

Finally photos ready~~

Finally got those photos that is taken during outing with alex at esplanade...hohoho..here it comes:


we went to sit boat den proceed to esplanade indoor tell stories..

blog blog blog

Hey hEy!!!Here i am to blog again~~hiahiahia~~~
Hmm~~Yesterday got back my result..i've scored 4 As and 2Bs!!GPA:3.521!!!Praise The Lord!!!
h3h3..k..here comes the updates for the past few days ah..
Last fri..we have cg at bro Mj's hse at ard marine parade..i went to met eric to go together with avian...after cg,we went to rubez's hse there to have our bbq..
here are some pics:
mi and avian(lao da)














Edward,xuan,sis darryl and mi!!













they preparing and i'm disturbing~~













mi and eric(yan xing shu)




















first row:eric(xing shu),Roger(uncle),Ben;2nd row:Chloe,Avian(lao da) and hui yi;3rd row:xuannie,mi and sis darryl..














1st row:eric(xing shu),edward and desmond;
2nd row:xuannie,sis darryl,mi,avian and hui yi..












WE ARE HAPPY FAMILY!!!

free day~~~

WohoO~~~stay at home for the whole day facing the com from morning till now ,watching vcd and doing some of my ministry work at home as well as helping my fren find hotel as she is coming from malaysia for christmas...i tot that time will be very loong when at home..but i was wrong..time flies no matter where u are~~haha..actually today suppose to go for world skill robotic training..BUT..i QUIT..you noe why?yest i go..actually onli tot it is on mon and fri onli..AND..SURPRISE!!!WSS is from mon to fri-9-6pm..for 3 weeks lo..omg..means after e training i onli left 1 last week to enjoy my holiday..NO WAY!!nonono~~~i cannot find any reason why should i invest so much time on those unimpt issue..ya..i have no doubt that this will help mi in my course..my lecturer keep persuading us to stay as we can noot onli glorify singapore and also ourselve..but deep inside of mi..i noe wat i wan and wat i need..definitely not these kind of fame..i noe it is really no harm trying..but the time factor is really too much la..i need more time for my family,especially my dad..time has drawn us more apart,so i need more time to cover back the distance and mend it back..
so finally we decide to onli join robotic to represent our school..and training is onli on mon and fri..Finally can have 5 days out of 7 for myself,church and my family~~
Yay..juz got notice that my cousin's fren is coming from malaysia to celebrate christmas..hope my cousin come with her..h3h3..den currently also helping them a hotel which is cheap and good for them to stay in for 3 days..
Last sun our zone organise an outing.."shi zi lu kou"..fun but very tired..although didn't won anything but it is the process la..haha..still not bad..den after that we meet at mind cafe to play some games and go for dinner...haha..guess wat?after that we went for arcade..wa..shiok ah..long time nv play till so shiok liao..was pretty fun hanging out there..hehe..do lotsa stupid things and play lotsa stupid games..shout alot..and my hand got swollen as i hit the machine too much..lol..But we really enjoy time with one another la..pictures and videos taken too~~lol..will be uploaded soon~~stay tune!!

wat happen?

What happen??Everything seems different now..Feeling so strange with the one whom i love most,who stands very impt place in my heart...
juz now finally have afternoon tea with daddy..at first i was so happi dat i FINALLY can have time to eat with him after so long time..
BUT you noe wat?as we are waiting for the food at a table..we didn't tok..he juz glance at some open space and i kept quiet...feeling so...not like the past..our relationship was very close..even if for a while we still can tok and laugh out loud...BUT..wat happen?i don't noe...everything seems so diff..even when we eat,we also quietly eat..ya..he ask mi a few questions and i answer back..but..i dunno how to say..is juz feeling some distant between mi and him..no...not some..its a very long distant drift between us...
of course no doubt that he still love mi..but is juz very saddening to see my dad who is so close to mi suddenly feel so stranger..
how?wat did i do?wat should i do now?can we get back to how we are like the past?















I MISS THOSE HAPPI MOMENTs back then~~~

hohoho~~good mood

I'M SO HAPPI!!
yesterday i went to PS swenson to celebrate chloe's bday at ard 4...actually was to meet 3,dunno y everyone was late..lol.. desmond,elton,yi quan,chloe and mi was there..











we sang her bday song and yi quan seems so happi..lol















chloe was thinking wat to wish for her bday?















and den blow her candle..














we ordered earthquake as well haha..nice?

and after that i finally went to esplanade..my favourite place..!!i reach first,so i went to the roof garden to wait for alexie and xuannie..was standing there for ard 40 mins plus..didn't really realise that i actually waited for so long..the scenery plus the wind and most importantly the ambience has already totally capture my heart..Upon standing there..i thought for awhile..it is really very true that i onli have one kaki that will and noe how to enjoy the scenery and ambience there with mi...we used meet there and talk our hearts out..But now..she is very busy..no doubt we nv even get to keep one another update sometimes..onli once in a bluemoon we does that..of course not in esplanade la..juz on the pathetic phone or msn..sigh~~
when alex arrived,complained he was very hungry den we stood there for awhile..took some pic..and went to MS walk walk while waiting for xuannie..she lost her way sia..omg..den when she reach, we already had our dinner at MS food court..haha..den sit there and chat awhile..bought a drink and wohoo~~~off we go for our boat ride!!!yea!!happi~~took alot of photo and get alot of scolding from boat uncle..lol..think he hate us lots..and after that we sit on a nice sofa in esplanade hall and share ghost story and lame jokes..omg..so scary..den off we go..to home!!haha..happi day~~
THE END~~~~~
will upload our pics asap..stay tune~~~

heyhey!!!

Hohoho~~~Exams are all over!!!HOLIDAY IS HERE!!!seems like along time since i last update oh..haha..exam ma,more busy always study study and study..FINALLY OVER!!
Can enjoy..hohoho..hmm..now is the time to earn $$..my mum has been nagging and nagging...cannot..muz find a job asap..actually now got a assignment to give poly tuition for maths..actually quite tempted but i'm not confident enough..i dunno if i can really teach..wat if i forget?wat if i can't teach and ended tutee to fail or didn't do well?how?!?!omg..i so confuse now..should i or should i not? if i took that assignment..would it be good for the tutee and mi?i dunno..ah!!!!how how how???

back am i

ALOHA!!!!FINALLY...
i'm back in action..muahaha..due to the reason that my com is spoilt and den have to reformat and den have to wait for donkey years to get my connection fix...tats why...nooonng nooonng time nv update...
exams coming..have been quite relax and now have to buck up..becos i realize i've really been too slack..so now have to work real hard le..now my finger is numb when i type as i write for too long..have been doin revision from juz now..so now have to relax abit...
Hmm..Rev.Dr.A.R.Bernard came and gave a prophetic word..dun worry..i'm not goonna spell out everything he said in my blog..i'm onli gonna highlight some thing here..
"Being poor is not refering to poor in monetary matters,it refers to poor in spirit and mind"..if you're rich in your mind and spirit,it doesn't matter how much $$ you've got with you..you're still rich...
And is also within these few days..i realise that my mum actually dote on mi alot..someone who'll always think abt mi when she go shopping with her fren..so thoughtful of her..she actually bought mi some new and fashion tops..should wear it out some time..haha..and now that i can use my com and internet also muz thanks someone who always so willing to come and help mi fix them despite of distance..always so hardworking looking for information to fix my com,getting help from everywhere possible..maybe you're now reading it and smiling to yourself..lol..dun do tat k..cos u'll like like an idiot smiling to your computer..wahaha!!!
hmm..think i'll upload some pics from e past few days..as i went to watch e fireworks competition..wohoo~~very nice!!

Y like dat??!?!?!

Haiyo~~~Why like dat??think maybe nowadays comes my valley of life~~
things haven been goin on well..my common test,ministry and alot of things seem to be not doin well la..flunk my CAD/CAM test,being so blur and un-organise in ministry..Especially i'm in charge of a team now,and i was like.. can't even handle and do an attendance in a well and organised method every week when i'm on duty..and i even forgotten clean abt informing my member tat she dun have serve on this fri,till my IC called mi and ask if i got inform her as she already reached there...OMG!!!See?!?!how blur am i?even i myself also cannot stand it,even though my IC didn't really scold mi but i juz feel so angry with myself lo...can't even do a simple task well...y like dat?!?!?!
AH!!!!!!!
STUPID MI!!!
ARGHHH!!!!

nth much actually

today is a tense but yet relaxing day..had my programmig test today..well..not so bad..after that go home and relax all e way..actually got lotsa things that i wanna blog abt..but dunno y once i open this window..suddenly dun feel like blogging anymore..so i close it..
After awhile,as i was talking to this ex-member from my previous cg..dunno y,juz feel like coming here to let out everything in my heart..wat i miss so much..and those joy,love and fun we had together..















this is when we goin to jump..look at everyone's pose..LOL














we are in e air..wahaha..so funny lo.. (tats minqi,mi,xuan,alvin,bryan,guowei,jaren,david and mei hui)







(fanni,xuan and mi)

we are having some dressing competition..
















Happy family~~~









last gathering at the airport..

Brand new BLOGSKIN!!

Finally i noe how to change my own blogskin!!!Oh yea!!!Praise the Lord!!!I'm feeling so excited!!!h3h3!!Oh i love this blogskin..this blogskin looks very much like esplanade..i love esplanade..it is a place where i wanted to be at most when i'm at my deepest or rather when feeling most doowwnn or unhappi....it contains lotsa sweet,happi,unhappi,fun,good and bad memories there..Relaxing place with good ambience,wind and everything..kk..enough liao..let mi upload some pic taken last sat at paragon..silly sia..haha..

we are in the toilet..lol!!

outside the toilet..ppl walking pass are all looking..lol!!

we are all sitting on the open floor area in the midst of paragon to have our dinner..h3h3..

pics taken with my sinature sign(twist)..

1 week later

Alright..Another week have passed..Time really flies.. Abt a month more Exam goona crush mi..OMG!!haha..But i noe i sure can overcome it..
k..Now let mi update u guys of what have i been doing for e past 1 week k..Last weekend service was with Rev.Dr.Robb Thomson so we attend both on sat and sun as the service msg was diff..Learn alot abt realtionship and our future and destiny...Den Last sat,my cg member and i went to orchard to fellowship,we've done and taken alot of silly but funny pictures,which will be uploaded next time...Due to pictures have not been sent to mi..Den on sun i happily went for service again becos someone told mi that i can bring baby home..so i was very happi..But on that very day..tat person went out with his family,so cannot take liao..feeling very disappointed and sad at that very moment..i really miss baby very much lo..really looong loong time nv saw him liao lo...Is not that i dun wan to for get him,but is i can't..My parents will keep asking abt him..
Mum always ask :"why so long nv bring baby home,when den wanna bring him home?We miss him very much lei"
But she nv knew that each time she ask once,is just like using a knife to stab my heart once..It is really e pain that i've nv shown to them..Anyway..i've decided to try to bring him back after my exam to play with him for a while...Hope he haven forgotten clean abt my family..
Den on thurs,meet up with cg member to watch pirates of the carribean..Due to not enough seats,so we have to split into 2 groups to watch..1 group is at cathy and another one is at suntec..Nice and funny show but sadly to say..no ending..quite disappointing..imagine u have to wait for another 3 years for that stupid ending..make sure they come out with a very good one lo..if not.,..if not i...humph!! = /also cannot do anything..paiseh ah..h3h3..
Den fri went to bugis with a fren to buy present for another fren..haha..den saw a good offer and nice pin,so decided to buy one for my beloved mum..AND!!guess wat??!!My fren bless mi with my fav crown necklace..hohoho..hahaha..h3h3h3..so happi that day.. =D
This weekend was with Rev.Dr.Che Ann was here and tok abt healing..and also to heal ppl from sickness and pain..lotsa ppl was healed and at the same time got saved..After yest service,we went to bugis to eat chicken rice..not bad,quite nice den wanna go get some dessert(dou hua)..dunno why landed eating at a smelly back alley..den we was like eat a while,the air was ok..e other while,smelly aroma come..omg!!But we had a great time chatting ard the table..haha..tok abt lotsa funny event linking to "smelly"...LOL!!
kk..i shall end here ba..shall update photo next time..buaiz..

If someone says you are pretty,But your heart is ugly..That makes you Pretty Ugly..

decades..

WowowOWowO~~its been almost 2 months since i juz update oh..hohoho..here comes nini returns!!!hohoho~~
hmm..basically reason for nong nong time nv update was becos june i've been busying for events upon events and also juggling with my studies and common test as well..alrifht let mi tell you wat are those events k?Firstly starting of june already have EMERGE!!!It was really fantastic and awesome!!Receive something out of there as well..Have closer relationship with my beloved brothers and sisters..Have great time fellowship when queueing up..LOL!!also nong time nv queue up and fight for seats like mad..kinda miss tat kind of feeling of victory upon successfully grabbing some good seats..WohoO~~But is onli tis time onli gals are doin it..sigh!(dunno wat e guys are doin man..onli noe how to seat,dunno how to fight for one~~hmph!!)BUT is okie..cos i love them with e love of e Lord,i dun mind fighting seats for them..h3h3.. 1st day of emerge came taufik,kelly and jun yang..2nd day came SUN!!wow..fabulous and 3rd day..comes...
SUN and MILK!!!whole performance and everything was so wonderful..





















And after emerge..study one more week before my study breaks comes..hohoho...and of course study and study like mad..of course in between e process got relac la..h3h3..if not will really become mad liao ah..lol..in my time of relaxing..i've got to watch movie with frens...also to celebrate my beloved cousin's bday..not forgetting one of e church event which is a combined zone cell meeting..with great games and all..It was really fun and the Word was awesome..have a great encounter and den comes my 1 week common test..so stress lo..but thank God tat in my time of stress,theres still someone who showered mi with care and love..who knew and ask if i had my dinner yet..if not..she'll buy supper for mi on her way back from work..tats my MUMMY!!and finally now..i can really relax abit before my sem exam comes..here i am blogging..hohoho...watched superman returns already..as my fren got lotsa free tickets..therefore invite mi and roger to watch with her on e last day of my common test..e show is lame but nice..superman was sooooo handsome..OMG!!h3h3..den before goin to cine to watch superman..they came to my hse to watch silenthill..wat a gross show man..we took some photo as well..hohoho..

k..now is around 12 mid night..theres school tml..so i'm goin soon..bye!!

Here are some of the pics taken on my bday~~~

ben,xuan,mi and roger..(2 blackie at e back and 2 whitie in front..haha)

...y ben look so..stunt???

all smiling so happily..except roger look so..cool??*puke**haha

CITY HARVEST!!Wohoo~~



all of the above is taken in e afternoon at tampines mall...
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and all of those pic below is taken at nite..at swensen in changi airport...



we're goin to terminal 2 to see aeroplane..hohoho~~

photo as a whole~~(val,mi,xuan..veroy and fanni)

mi and xuan with e same t-shirt plus 1 creature at e back..lol..

saddest day of my life~~

on e 1st may..or rather last day of april..sis cat called..and said that she wanna bring baby back home for a week cos she miss him..so ..i was wondering..1 week..okie..onli hse will be quite quiet for a week..
but..something happen...it is not e way i think anymore...(T-T)..
on the 2nd of may...when i was in school..i suddenly miss baby alot and i sms sis cat to ask if baby is doin well over there..she den suddenly told mi that she wans to take baby back permanently..when i saw this sms..i was abt to cry..ALOT..but..i was in school..at that point of time i really wish that i could fly home immediately and blast out and CRY out loud and all i wan to.. so..there is nth i could do..i juz have to hang on till when i was travelling alone home..on bus..i really can't hold my tears anymore..they juz drip down to my cheek...and well..when i reach home..my bro was at home and there is no way for mi to reveal how i am feeling at that point of time..tried to get a hold of myself and onli to cry silently in my bed for a few days..there is really no way that i could stop thinking of baby..he has really become part of my life for almost a year..and suddenly..he is gone juz like dat..a week past and i've also learn that if you wan to have a happi life..you have to first renew your mind..change your thinking..i did..i noe that when baby is in sis cat's hand..he can lead a better and happi life compared to here..he can have better food every day...he can have e best medical treatment and enjoy lots more..yes..i noe i love him very much..there are times that i tot of snatching him back from her..but..suddenly this message pop out in my mind.."love.. doesn't need him to be by ur side all the time..as long as he is happi and you noe it..thats enough.."
so do you think i am "wei da?"
i'm not k..i always noe that i cannot keep wat isn't mine at all.."bu shi ni de jiu bu shi ni de"..i just have to accept it..
alright..those down peak period are almost gone and now..i'm doin fine..haha..yap..actually i wan to take baby back to stay for a few days on wed..but bad news occur again..baby is sick..is quite serious i think..cos there is blood in his feaces..but i noe he is goin to be already..yap..
and ya..
i've celebrate my bday for 3 consecutive days..fri,sat and sun..
on fri..james celebrate with mi..we went to suntec to have our dinner @ fish and co..den proceed to chocolate bar at esplanade for some beverages before we went for a movie(the wild)..wa..that show was sooooo lame lo..lol..haha..
on sat..went for service then they celebrate for mi and my gift was a mickey mouse shirt from M-industries..after that we went to city hall for dinner and..after i met some friends to celebrate till like 1 plus and then go home...haha..they wan to sabo mi..but..too bad..i noe their tricks..hohoo..
sun...went to serve and go eat at tampines..after that went to xuan's hse be4 meeting wen and e rest..wait till i sleep lo..lol..like ard 7 we set off to changi airport for swensen..den go see aeroplane and enjoy e ambience while mi and wen talk out hearts out...den finally my bday celebration is over..veroy send all of us home and have a good nite rest..
thanx to all of them as these ppl really light up my life..

wowowow

wowowowowowowow...loong loong time nv blog liao loh..hohoho..hmm..let mi recap wat happen..
ok..on e 1st of may..i went to zoo with my classmates..have lotsa fun there..here are some pics..
we've just reach there..hohoho...



mi and sarah with elephants..

looks real??
mi and white horse..when will i find my white hse prince lei??
make a fish...

cute??
oh..tats my relative..haha..cute oh?

red hair monkey..
mi and lao da with polar bear..
rabbit and mi..
yang yang..
look..it is using rock to scratch himself..so cute..

oh..wat a long neck...
haha..we're using walls as a tree..indian dance..

mi and lao da hiding...oops..kanna caught!!

last sat went for bernard's wedding at our old church building at jurong west..its e first time i went for fren's wedding and also first time to attend wedding in jurong west church..e whole ceremony was very indifferent from other wedding that i've seen..So cool and yet so sweet..the whole ceremony was awesome..both of them looks definitely blissful..these are some pics taken on that day..

W239 gathering!!

long time nv like dat take photo le..kinda miss e days~

presenting the 4 beauties..

w239 with bride and groom..


looks funny..lol..

handsome and beauty..hohoho..dun be mistaken ah..we're frens..hehe..

mi and xuannie..


mi taking e bride's flower..nice?

presenting..BRIDE AND GROOM!!

i do..

mi and mei hui..

we do..hohoho..

wow..awesome..

shot1..

shot 2


flower ball too heavy..muz 2 hand take..haha..

xuan,mei hui and mi..

isn't it look so blissful..?

blessing

yesterday went to watch dorm with one of my classmate..hmm..one word to describe the money spend on the movie..that word is 'waste'..it is not scary at all lo..is onli more of brotherhood..sad story la..after that we went to have our dinner and for some walk ard orchard road and back to home..ahah..
today leh..went to meet alex..actually wan to watch 'the hills have eyes' first be4 goin to meet them to watch 'fragile' de..is all becos of that stupid alex who nv listen to ppl..tell him bugis dun have,and he keep on insisting that bugis have..k lo..went all the way to bugis and there..no movie for us...if it were u..guess u goona slap him till malaysia ah...for mi,i pinched him all the way..lol..in e end..we went to orchard far east..he eat,he wash his hair and style and we do a little bit of shopping there..and.. hohoho..i've got my advance bday present lo..yay!!so happi today..tell u..i nv wear cap de leh..but today i realli saw one that i like v much..becos its v personal to mi..and i'll nv need to worry that halfway in e road suddenly find another person wearing the same cap as mi..even if i realli saw one..guess the percentage will onli be 0.000001% possible..good rite..after all that..we went all the way down to tampines to watch 'fragile'..wa..also a word to describe the $$ on the show lo..same word..'waste'..not scary de.. (T-T)..haiz..after that we all went home to rest..haha..hmm..see la..if i ever wear my fav cap to take photo..i shall upload here..hehe..buaiz..

m'sia trip..

yap..finally get my photos which i took in malaysia..haha..
stay tune..


before..

after..

guess my mum enjoy e most as she is e one buying most things..

ya..den last day is e best as my cousin drive mi out to eat and buy some thing back..so ..ya..nth much actually la..tats all folk..bb..

tired

yes..finally work finish liao..hohoho..pls dun ask mi to give u a treat when i get my pay k..cos i'm now working for my dog's sake..i need money to get him injection and medicine..and my pay is juz nice for all that..ya..yest my fren send mi a story which i feel v touch..i almost cried when i read that..let mi share with u k..
here that story comes..:

Body: Sally jumped up as soon as she saw thesurgeon come out of the operating room. Shesaid: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be allright? When can I see him?"

The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could,but your boy didn't make it."

Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer?Doesn't God care any more? Where were you,God, when my son needed you?"

The surgeon asked, "Would you like some timealone with your son? One of the nurses will be outin a few minutes, before he's transported to theuniversity."

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while shesaid good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovinglythrough his thick red curly hair.
"Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurseasked.

Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of theboy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it toSally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea todonate his body to the University for Study. Hesaid it might help somebody else. "I said no atfirst, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it afterI die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spendone more day with his Mom." She went on, "MyJimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking ofsomeone else. Always wanting to help others if hecould."

Sally walked out of Children's mercy Hospital forthe last time, after spending most of the last sixmonths there. She put the bag with Jimmy'sbelongings on the seat beside her in the car. Thedrive home was difficult. It was even harder to enterthe empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings,and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to herson's room. She started placing the model carsand other personal things back in his room exactlywhere he had always kept them. She laid downacross his bed and, hugging his pillow, criedherself to sleep.

It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Layingbeside her on the bed was a folded letter. Theletter said:
"Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; butdon't think that I will ever forget you, or stoplovingyou, just 'cause I'm not around to say I LOVEYOU. I will always love you, Mom, even more witheach day. Someday we will see each other again.Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so youwon't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He canhave my room and old stuff to play with. But, if youdecide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn'tlike the same things us boys do. You'll have to buyher dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't besad thinking about me. This really is a neat place.Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I gothere and showed me around some, but it will takea long time to see everything. The angels are socool. I love to watch them fly. And, you knowwhat? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures.Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesushimself took me to see GOD! And guess what,Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him,like I was somebody important. That's when I toldHim that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell yougood-bye and everything. But I already knew thatwasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? Godhanded me some paper and His own personal pento write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the nameof the angel who is going to drop this letter off toyou. God said for me to give you the answer to oneof the questions you asked Him 'Where was Hewhen I needed him?' "God said He was in thesame place with me, as when His son Jesus wason the cross. He was right there, as He always iswith all His children.
Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see whatI've written except you. To everyone else this isjust a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I haveto give God His pen back now. He needs it to writesome more names in the Book of Life. Tonight Iget to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm,sure the food will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore.The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn'tstand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand tosee me hurt so much, either. That's when He sentThe Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angelsaid I was a Special Delivery! How about that?
Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.
isn't it a nice story..?
i love it..
ok..thats all folk!

work..

today went to do setup at expo..quite tiring but not as bad as the previous time...after got to noe some new frens by sarah..we ate together..and one of them actually stay in amk..so we get to take bus 24 together..while waiting for bus 24 with her fren..alamak..so paiseh..i mistook bus 38 as bus 24..i nearly take out my student pass den he told mi.."er..is 38 leh"..Oh mind..den i have to admit that i've to wear glasses den can see properly..sigh..haha..ok la..her fren is nice to chat with..for e whole 1 hr bus journey..we keep on chatting and chatting..and also through this 1 hr..i get to noe that he is a v 'family' person..everywhere he goes..he juz want to have a feeling of warmth..love..just like a family..and i get to realise that there is a story behind this..and i start to have a feeling of sympathy for him..too bad we can't get to talk much on detail as i've reach my stop..
But anyway..i'm still glad that i've made 2 new frens today..h3h3..they're so nice and friendly..
had a tired but great day..bye..

pictures..

These are the photos taken for the past few days..

happi day with classmates..

PRAISE THE LORD!!!!i've receive my result and I PASS ALL MY MODULES!!My gpa upon 4,i've got 3.479..today..went to collect my fren's bday gift and meet him to give him his present in advance,as we all gonna work and can't attend his bday bbq..and we went for pizza hut as also to celebrate our good results..ahah.. my fren who got e highest score treat us..we den take some pic..will upload it once got e pics..had a great and enjoyable day with my fellow classmates..
but..some ppl fail and have to transfer to another class..so sad..sigh..in life is like dat de la..as life moves on..ppl come and ppl go..v few ppl can stay in ur life from e start till e end except ur parents and siblings...and of course God!
i juz wanna Thank GOd that u noe.. he really let mi met alot of good frens..they're juz simply great and wonderful..they could juz bright up ur day,and make u smile and laugh like nv be4..nv too bores to hang out with them..

Sweetest day ever..

I'm back..

not in e mood of doing anything..so juz a brief summary..Back by this wed..alot of ppl ask mi hows e trip..One wOrd to desccribe:"BORING"..well..i went to perm my hair @ onli $25..nobody believe it..too cheap to believe..haha..and ya..on e way back,while in cab..i vomitted..OH..so paiseh..Thank GOd that uncle got prepare plastic bag..ah bo..die..haha..den thurs went for cg and bbq..fri went for e first tuition..lesson was quite alright..sat went for service..Bro mark's voice was so touching..if there's someone who have such a nice voice like him,when he sings to mi..i'll sure marry him..lol..sunday..which is today went to serve..and den to my fren's hse visit my darling doggy(baby)..have a tiring day..went home to online and chat with frens..suddenly receive a sms..that agency said that her daughter dun like e way i teach and cancel all lesson..there goes my income..sigh..k..thats all..bye..

bon voyage to mi

Yesterday arrange my fren to come over and help mi carry baby's things over to his hse..sob..When i'm oacking baby's stuff,baby was looking at mi with teary eyes..he may tot that i dun wan him anymore..But i too dun wan,juz becos he dun have a passport..so he have to stay behind and there is no one at home to look after him..thats why.. Hse without him seems so quiet and dull..
Say bon vayage to mi..h3h3..As i'm goin to malaysia tml morning till e next wed or thurs den come back..But..sob..i can't bear to part with baby.. :....( today i'm goin to my fren's chalet and back home late to pack my stuff and such..Sleep for awhile and wake up early in e morning tml to catch bus to KL..How i wish i could juz bring baby over..he is e one i most worried of and can't bear with..I miss him so much!!!

my beloved darling~~

class outing

heyo~~i'm here to update you guys from wed till now events..hmm..On wed,i've my last paper and have end my whole end year,juz onli to wait for my results to come out..after my last paper..my classmates and i decide to go to orchard lido to watch Final Destination 3..This is e first time so many of our classmate are willing to join the outing as most of them seldom hang out with us..be4 the movie starts,we went for lunch and then picture taking again..ahah..At first,they're unwilling..But somehow,we have our way to persuade them..hohoho..This is e pic taken..nice?



These were all decorated by mi and sarah..creative?cute?hohoho~~
After these,we shop for awhile more den proceed to our movie..Overall,the movie was not scary at all..it was Rather gross..It can simply spoil your appetite nia..Thank God we already have our meal be4 that movie..
Then thurs went for cell group..
And yest which was fri,we went for OUTING!!h3h3..actually was planning to go ice skating de..But there was some competitio going on..So we went for k-box instead..Quite disappointed la..But,However..I still love singing..We have a wonderful time singing and shouting and laughing..After that..went to have a drink while they eat..den some of them proceed to my hse help my mum to fixed a wardrobe..Baby was so happy to see so many ppl coming to my hse..
And all thanks to them that finally e unfixed wardrobe which was bought how long ago was fixed yesterday..And ya..no more nagging..yea!!
k la..i shall end here as i need to bath baby liao..h3h3..buaiz!!

campus superstar

Kekez..yesterday went to mediacorp watch campus superstar..actually didn't plan to go there as i'm going back to school to study for my exam at e same time,i've exam yest..after that exam..xuan suddenly jio mi out to watch superstar at mediacorp..at first i didn't wan,cos i dunno how to go and very ma fan la that process of going..End up..galaxie call mi up and ask mi to go and he provide e cab fare..hohoho..And..OH yA..i was in school wearing a short pants and t-shirt..OMG!!!My destination was MEDIACORP,my dress-coat:T-shirt and short pants with slipper..oh babe..i was so paiseh upon stepping in there..But thank God that we're sitting down,so e camera didn't capture..h3h3..
hmm..live is nicer,i mean e sound is more real compare to tv although is live broadcast..somemore e voice was diff in tv..teresa was wonderful..she got great voice,great figure and of course a pretty face..no need to say la..i think she is e superstar..i was juz curious whos out next,so i watch every episode..h3h3..yest was fun and cool..k3k3..



think some ppl can actually imagine wat did i wear den..sigh..haha..paiseh ah..my eyes too small as e light was too strong,my eye pain..so was a little close up..

and today went to school,my fren gave mi a new pillow as mine was being throw away by my mum and have 2 sleepless nite..on my way home was like..(-_-")..everyones looking..so paiseh..they'll think i crazy ah,bring pillow to school den bring back home..i look like an IDIOT..OMG!!
hmm...anyway..hope tonight can have sweet dreams and great sleep..as tml i'll have my last exam..and HOLIDAY!!HOHOHO!!HALLELUJAH!!play play play!!funfunfun!!!work work work!!!$$$$$$$$!!!!

wat a painfull day~~

..hi..i'm sick today..so i'm going to slp after blogging..hohoho..k..lets starts with today's com programming presentation..u noe alot of ppl actually get someone else to do for them and earn marks..some even kanna caught and even get scolding..doubt they'll get any marks..ya..of course my other fren did offer to help mi do my programming as i seriously dunno how to..sarah and mi went to ask that lecture but we still dunno how to operate..we really try our v v v best le..And is really thank God that we didn't ask any ppl to help us do..And even though today's presentation and our program can't run well,the lecture even say "its okie..i wOn't fail you two as i really see u two put in alot of effort and even ask mi how to do..i noe you two have really try your best"..phew..PRAISE THE LORD!! i didn't fail..Wohoo~~indeed..as we stand by righteousness and not wavered upon influence..we'll get our reward in some ways..h3h3..
after that we(benjamin,sarah and mi) went to orchard far east to eat and take photos den proceed to shop the whole road down to PS and get something for baby..On e way..we benjamin bought some ice-cream for us..is good..but today not in e mood of eating anything..no appetite..juz feeling very giddy and unwell on e street...And we came across a shop that sells dog chain..i saw one that looks cute on baby and i bought it for him..h3h3..den we proceed all e way down to PS and get some treats for baby..And back home..wa..the journey is e most unbearable..feeling v sick and when i get down the bus..wa..v giddy lo..seems like a long journey walking home..sigh..
when i reach home..wa..it is really such a relief..BUT baby come wanting mi to play with him which i can't..i'll simply pass my flu to him de lo..i felt so sad to ignore him..he was like calling mi with such a pitiful sound..ARGHH!!!however..he loves e chain i've got for him..hohoho!!ALRIGHT!!
i go slp liao!!
nitez and bye!!

valentine

hoho~~valentine is over,yesterday sarah and i treat e whole class our own made chocolate..h3h3..and i receive a a blue rose nicely wrapup..h3h3..and then after school, go home and celebrate valentines with baby..ahah..sarah came my hse and actually is meant to do project de..end up helping baby cut hair and nail..lol..and we do till ard 9 plus den stop.. and today finally finish all the test for german..and neXt sem,i'm not going to take anymore..Although german is not that difficult,but it really take alot of my time away.. anyway,tml is going to be my semestral project presentation and fri is going to be my comm skill presentation..sigh..and worst of all is that mon i have another presentation,but my project still not done yet..still stuck in some ways..sigh..stress ah..Next thurs..sem exam starts liao..have study nth yet..This is a v good example of last min hug pig leg..lol..
another thing is that,yesterday my mum suddenly buy 2 shirt for mi and these is really wat i've been praying hard for..she is finally back to her own self again..h3h3..she now will go out with her friends and so on..no need mi to da bao for her anymore..jux nice..wa..PRAISE E LORD!!Before my exam she's healed..so i can now focus on my exam..and no distraction is there anymore..wohoo~~

happi day!!

Hmm..today went ard city hall area for some walks and shoppings with a fren..h3h3..then he treat mi to a myanmar restaurant for some nice food..den proceed for some shopping and bought a necklace for a nyp mates..h3h3..den to toys 'r 'us for making trouble and making fun of everything there..can u imagine?we really bo liao till like dat..wahaha..den we went to Roice chocolate shop to purchase a nama choc covered with cocoa and with champane(sorry if i spell it wrongly) inside..den when we are about to find some place for us to settle down and enjoy e choc..on our way..we saw a shop selling a kind of plant that is really interesting and nice..
something like dat..but is in a tube where i can put it as my accessories and carry it along everywhere i go..and mine is a smaller version..if i can really take gd care of it..it'll eventually turn red colour in future..h3h3..cute rite?den my fren bless mi with dat..h3h3..gd rite??
ya..after that..we find a place to settle down and enjoy e choc..it is really Very nice..yummy..h3h3..the taste is like a little bit of bitterness inside,but inside is quite sweet and overall,is not too sweet and not too bitter,just nice..so is v v v nice...but in e end,we can't finish..so..i brought home for my mum to eat..she too say its nice..hohoho...
anyway...today is a 'blessing and suanning' day!However, i've really enjoy myself..h3h3!!!
'suanning' and lame jokes everywhere for e whole day..(-_-")..

y like dat?

Everything was fine and well till yesterday came..When i'm having dinner at home with my whole family..Quarrel broke up between parents..Mum keep racking up e past and add some nonsense inside and make up some stupid story to scold my dad..Every year without fail..once sit down together to have a meal..Mum will DEFINITELY scold him..out of no sudden k..and my dad did nth wrong lo..he can say is 'yi xin yi yi de wei zhe ge jia lo',actually ytd he was suppose to meet up his fren early to go out one..juz becos he wants to cook for us to eat he delay his meeting and have a good dinner with us..In e end,THIS IS WAT HE GETS!!wat is this man??i really feel so sorry for him man..After that of course finish his meal and left home angrily.. and when i check on baby..i then realise baby didn't finish his fav meal ytd..he too not in e mood of eating..dunno y..so i left the food there and went to meet Don and frens and is till when i met them den i can really forget abt everything and laugh happily..And i finally realise e importance of frens as they can let u forget ur sadness and anger(for a moment)..When all of them are going home and of course i take bus..suddenly e sadness fill mi back..e tot of how she scold my dad really..nvm..ya...and i have no choice but to drag myself home.. till i came back home..and realise baby didn't touch his food at all and he seems restless till today..i start to worry for him if he is sick..he seems so restless today and didn't eat as much as he normally does..And my dad start to go out early and come home late..Suddenly everything change..juz in one night..

Thankful for baby

As i've said be4..my family doesn't have any atmosphere of new year,all was quiet..which is onli now den i realise baby play such a big role in my family..not onli he brings joy and he also brings atmosphere of happinese..My dad gets so cheer up by him..always laughing so happily becos of his presence.. baby always do all those silly tricks like faking dead and become a clown(monkey dog)..And that is those little litlle things that makes my dad laugh till so happi..
Today while my dad is playing with baby..he suddenly said "yang gou hen hao oh..hui rang ren hen kai xin"..i'm glad to hear that..Looks like everyone in my family all so love baby and dotes on him..Hmm..hey..i also love and dote on him alot one hor..love him too much till spoilt him liao..Always so naughty that when i wan to punish him and put him into his cage,he'll act till as if v sad and poor thing.. so that i'll can't bear and go carry him out of his cage again..sigh..My dad also said i spoilt him too much and let him have his way..But i also got beat him when needed de ma..juz that after beating not long after..he'll forhet everything nia..
haiz..But anyway i'm really wanna thank God for baby..
Everything that God plans sure have its purpose..And i'm sure that baby's purpose is here to cheer my family up,noeing that these days of unhappiness will come..And now..things doesn't seems as worst as be4 anymore..Yippee!!
CHEERS!!

disappointed reunion dinner

I juz finish my reunion dinner..It was indeed splendid..Have fish,duck,vege and my fav ABC soup..Baby had also finished its splendid dinner..he had chicken meat,rice and his dry food all mixed together for him..wow..guess he also enjoyed his renion dinner with us ba..hmm..actually also cannot count as a REUNION dinner la..Cos my mum wants to eat alone at e back..
sigh..dunno wat happen sia..so sad lo..Wat happen?Y can't even we have a good reunion dinner together?Was it really so difficult for her to sit down and have a good dinner with us??My dad was really sad lo..He spend so much time preparing everything so well so that we can have a good reunion dinner..But why??I really duno wat was she thinking lo..Really feel so disappointed..It was actually a happy occasion isn't it?Why she do this?Spoil everyone's mood..
really dun understand her..dunno wat she really wants..sigh..

New year

Happi New Year!!!New Year have reach and no doubt i'm going to be 19 soon..time passs so fast..and guess wat??This year..Seems like onli my dad and i are e ones preparing for new year..others seems so 'careless' about e new year..They have all those kind of 'don't care' attitude..And for mood..onli my dad,mi and baby have e HAPPI mood..hmm..k lo..since they dun care den we also dun care lo..we juz happi ourselves..Don't ever let others affect ur mood..haiz..i suddenly feels like going back to e past when i'm ard primary school..as onli tat time i can feel e presence of NEW YEAR mood..not now anymore..y every event except valentines seems like 'e older u get,e lesser e atmosphere??'sigh..and ya..seems like i'm also e onli one remembering my dad's bday..Poor dad..nvm..if its already like dat..den let mi and baby be e ones for him lo..h3h3..ya..tonight i'm going to see fire-works with my dad again!!yea!!!Also there'll surely be a table of nice food cooked by my dad!!Wohoo~~Finally this time have come whereby i can taste e food cooked by him..yipee!!
By the way..Once again..Happi New year!!!Bye!!

dad's bday

hmm..today is my dad's bday..actually was planning to go watson buy those massage thing for him..Anyway,it was really very last min as my school ends at 6 and when i reach amk's watson..i can't find any..so in e end..no choice..have to get a shirt for him in a nearby shop..as he also didn't get any new year clothing..so..ya..no surprise..last year also get clothes..sigh..and ya..when i reach home..he already went out with friends..probably for some happy hours..hmm..maybe he may thought that i could have actually forgotten his bday..muahaha!!surprise!!waiting for his coming back to give him surprise..h3h3..bye!!

Stress!!!

heyo~~Guess from now on till my semestral Exam,i'm going to be busying doing my projects and preparing my presentations and also busy with all my assignment ba..I'm really so tired(mentally)..it seems like no rest from now on lo..Almost everyday school till evening..Becos new year coming and miss alot of lesson,therefore lotsa makeup lesson also..Den become everyday school till evening liao..den thurs after school have to buy dinner back and rush down to east coast for cg..Projects and presentation time are all v tight..which means as and when i'm 'free',i've to try to finish all that..so no break or rest for mi..'GREAT'..(T_T)Maths and one other sub can't caught up so have to revise and struggle with it..THAT MAKES MI V STRESS!!!haiz..

ok..Enough of complaints..hmm..today went for dinner with dad and baby..h3h3..baby today v happy..cos get to go out and run,shit and pee ard..lol..And my dad v funny..he said muz ask police to catch him and fine money for peeing ard..oh ya..means fine ourself,cos we're e one PAYING! So humourous rite..Ha ha ha..(not funny lo)hmm..seems like my dad love baby more and more liao..can see that he is actually treating baby as his smallest son..Dote on him so much..
so heart-warming..h3h3..so happy..hohoho..And my dad loves to play with him and make him crazy..lol..oops..wrong..no need to make de..baby is a crazy dog..careful..HE BITES..And those been bite by him will also become crazy...i'm one of e victim..h3h3..

WARNING:CAREFUL!!BOTH BITES!!

wahaha..k la.. enough of my craps..now going to do my things liao..tata~~

Crown collector

Indeed i'm really a Crown collector..Today went for shopping and found this v nice crown's belt..Wohoo~~i bought it immediately..h3h3..So happi~~Always wanted a crown's belt..Finally let mi found it..hohoho..ya..And i Spend most of my $$ on shopping till my bank onli left $40!!How pathetic sia..And my wallet was like onli left with a few cents to go home..sigh..So poor thing rite..And finally i realise why some of my frens say tat they can predict my future hubby will become bankrupt..Because when i go for sjopping..I REALLY GO FOR SHOPPING!!!when i really go for SHOPPING..I spend $$=opening e water tap..wahaha..SO i think for those who want to marry mi,they will really need to RECONSIDER it OVER AND OVER again,if they dun want to become BANKRUPT one day!!hohoho... Overall i'm still v happi with my collection of CROWN~~WohOo!!ANd ya..Finally my common test was over!!yea!!celebrate!!!BUT no $$$,so onli can stay at home to celebrate with baby..h3h3..Have a wonderful day with my beloved fren~~will upload today's pic tml..
Stay tune!!

Full of love

Yap..All presenting to u my classmates~~So cosy inside~~almost stuffing to death~~
This is taken v long time ago..By mi and sarah~~
tats mi,sarah and eve..Best of frenz~~~

This is taken juz yesterday with my fav jacket on.. By a machine with wind..wohoo~~Cool?
Yap yesterday went to J8 shopping and found a crown necklace framing a diamond inside..Cool!!i quickly bought it..i love it man..then shop a little while more,i saw a crown with diamond de accessories..wow!!i bought tat too~~so happi~~~i feel like i'm a crown collector sia..h3h3..but end up with a few cents go home..poor thing isn't it??BUT i feel v content with what i bought yesterday..Wohoo~~i'm loving it!!!

wat a good day~~

hoihoi!!!Hmm..yesterday actually was meant to go sarah's hse after school to do my project..but in e end,we went shopping and taking photos instead..hohoho!!first time taking pic with abby~~



nice??I like these pics so much!!!Had a great time during e process of taking these pics..So fun!!
After that we shop ard for a little while then proceed to Sarah's hse for a great dinner and go home..h3h3..Today went out to study Maths with frens..And after that shop ard for my new year clothing..in e end..i bought 2 skirts @$50 and a top @$20..h3h3..Oh ya..almost forget..yesterday i also bought a new year shirt for baby..So cute!!!..h3h3..he shall celebrate new year with mi!!Hmm...maybe i'll bring him out on 1 of e new year day with both of us wearing our new clothes..so fun!!then muz take lotsa pics!!Wohoo~~
this is taken a few days before..
this guy is our lao da!!mai xiao xiao ho!!lol..

Say good bye to year 2005..

hohoho!!!Let say good bye to year 2005!!Hohoho!!I went for my last service of the year today and tml will be a new beggining of a new year 2006!!Wohhoo~~~I gonna move to a new year with a totally new beginning with no grudges,no hate,no regrets,no unforgiveness and of course no prejudices...Let everything be bygones and NEVER look back..I'm gonna let go of everything in the past and let God..I won't let all those regrets and past mistakes pull mi down anymore..I may fail alot of times in life,but i won't give up!!I mean in life who nv fail be4??Those who nv fail be4 are those who nv even dare to try..
Champion are not those who nv fail,Champion are those who NEVER quits!!
Failures are nv final and failures are nv fatal..
I believe that in ard 3-4 hrs time,everything will subject to change..And it nv gonna be the same anymore..And i really believe that next year will be a very grEat year ahead with great church,great frens,great family,great dog,great everything..hohoho!!!And lets welcome Year 2006 with a great mood!!Happy new Year to all!!!

tired ah!!!

today went to east coast park..actually should be having a dog gathering de..but last min too many things happen..in e end,nv bring any except one bring..then baby very sad,cos he can't get to go out play le..hmm..end up we go there cycle..wa..can you believe??we actually cycle from e rental shop to tanah merah there..wa..really v v v v exhausted lo..at first i tot that as we cycle along e road down will actually go back to e shop lo..but..didn't expect when we are at the other end,we actually need to turn back and go e way back from where we came..wa!!by then when we reach back at the shop,my leg already become jelly liao..today really exercise alot ah..h3h3..can slim down..ahha..kidding la..thank God i nv bring baby go ah..else if i have to carry him all e way back,i would be dead ba..hohoho..New Year coming!!!Wohoo~~~Happy New Year Everyone!!!Get ready for a better year ba!!All e Best!!!Love u all~~

Miraculous day!!

Hey Hey!!MeRrY cHrIsTmAs!!!HoHoho!!I went for svc 2 and 4 for christmas service and of course went for those rides like crazy surf for more than one times and ended up got bruises all ard my body,leg,and hand.. and also has got some christmas gift from fellow brothers and sisters..HoHoHO~~so paiseh as i didn't prepare any gift for them..so..h3h3..Of course this was not e most interesting and exciting part..I can really say that those who miss this service is really their lost..E drama was really v v v v good,storyline was touching at e same time funny...This is really e first christmas service that really touch my heart so much..i Remember there was a phrase where they say "No matter how much u can earn or provide for ur family,u still can't buy back e time u can spend with ur family"..and its really quite true..some ppl envy their fren for being how rich they are,but they are just looking at their outward of wat they have and they dun noe wat they really lack of..Sometimes they dun even realise that their rich frens actually envied them much much more...U noe y??Because wat rich ppl have is juz material needs..wat they really lack of is a gd relationship with parents..Of course i'm not saying that ALL rich ppl is like dat la..Wat i'm trying to say is that..we must always be grateful of wat we have and not always looking on wat we dun have..At least we can have a happy and better life out of this...

hard but blessful day~~

Today nv eat anything in e morning,as all nursery team IC and assistant are having a year end gathering at royal hotel sponsered by Aunt Shirley..is like a buffet and steamboat type..is such a big feast of brunch lo..eat till i gonna puke man..Actually today i dun really feel like going,as my leg is swollen,i can't wear those shoes i have to wear ro match my clothes..In e end,no choice lo,have to wear even if it hurts..Then have to walk like a lame slowly...Thank God in e end got ppl fetch mi home..Then here i am,not going anywhere but here online~~sadded~~ya..Also got alot of assignment to be done by tonight,else..i can't feilowship tml again..Long time nv feilowship with them liao..sad ah..nvm..tonightmi gonna chiong till e end!!!Jia you!!!Baby will acc mi de~~h3h3~~
just look at its cheeky face~~

mi &Sun!!

fulfilling day~~

Today have lunch with Sun at Marche..Everything was f.o.c..Wohoo~~So we can order all we like without worries abt cost..shocked rite???ha..then we ordered a full table of foods..muAhahaha...h3h3..then we have photo-taking sessing..everyone will have a photograph of themselves with Sun with her autograph on it..And she prepared a small gift for us..Is an ez-link card with her photos on it!!!hohoho!!!Isn't she gr8?She is simply gorgeous and cute..wow..e moment i get near her,i feel like i'm dreaming..i've NEVER get so close to a celebrity be4 u noe...but..This is real man!!!i really take close photo with her!!!WOoOOo~~~I'll upload those pic once i've got it..h3h3..Stay tune!!

y?y?

Time pass by so fast..Everything seems that is going to change again..Looks like my mum gonna go back to her old way again..y?y?y?i really dun understand what kind of illness does she really have..dun seems like any kind of illness..is it laziness??sometimes i really wonder y this kind of thing will happen to mi..i'm in poly now,how could i possibly have time to da bao for her when i not even have time for myself now?i really dun noe what cause her to be like dat,i really dunno how..i feel so lost rite now..what can i do now??of course i'm not saying she's not a gd mum,she can be one..is just that i really dunno wat possess her la..everytime sleep sleep sleep..y ah?can someone tell mi?is this a way of escaping out of something?or is she really tired?even lets say that she is tired,would she be tired than my dad?i can say that definitely no!!y can't she stay as a gd mum forever??y??

wohohohoho~~~

hmm...actually should be doing my whole junk of homework right now..but looking upon my bro and baby fighting with each other(naughty and feirce baby VS crazy and strong bro)..in e end,baby won e battle as you noe..he is so small that my bro can't really bear to hit it hard,but not to baby..Baby would bite with all his might..then my bro felt that he ("bo hua"in hokkien)..my bro even afraid that he would bite his little bro lo..lol..then my mum say" if baby bite urs then bite his back la"...then is like after he bite my bro's hand,then he would run and sit down,when my bro lift his hand up to show (wanna slap him sign),he'll lie down,close his eye and act to be dead lo..so cute rite..then all laugh at baby's action..so cheeky rite..i can't help but to keep laughing and laughing,then my bro wanna watch tv one..but baby kept on disturbing him..then no choice have to fight with him..cos baby is that kind that would suddenly attack you one lo..so in the end,my bro really no choice liao..he applied medical oil on his hand..at first,baby stop biting le..but after a while,he continue to bite again..then there i am to save my bro..i took him away to sit with mi quietly as i'm blogging now..h3h3..i wanna jote down all these happy and wonderful time with baby ard..as after baby came to my hse,bonds between my family became closer..he is really a miracle to mi and he really brightens and light up my whole family..of course,no need to mention..my whole family dotes on him alot..including my MUM..she no longer afraid of dogs,but a dog lover now..heez.. so cute rite..love him soOoOo much!!!

FinaLly!!!

I"M FREE!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!Oh Mind..i've been rushing this 2 and a half hour transcript for 1 WHOLE week..still can't finish..sigh..so tired and stress sia..Today..FINALLY that thing end...can rest well liao..it really have been a v tiring and hectic week..this is my program for e whole week..
mon-school from 8-5 then rush home do transcript till night 11.30..
tues-school till 5 then rush to church for 'the tablenacle' till 12 then reach home
wed-school from 8-3..rush back home do transcript again
thurs-morning bath baby then went to school till 5 then do my assignment..
fri-again,school till 12 then go home do transcript...
sat-wake up eat le,do transcript till 10pm...
so how?isn't my week wonderful?tot of giving up,but i've already gave my word that i would finish it no matter what..so..i persevere till the end after all..but then..in the end i still can't complete it..i already try my v v v v v best..but i still can't understand what that indian is toking about..so i've no choice but to leave lotsa blank..
after all..when i think back..i find it so sweet that..you know..throughout my whole week of transcript..baby is always there to acc mi till the end..he will keep wanting mi to carry him out of his cage then he'll be sleeping on my lap quietly or quietly watching mi while i do my transcript..maybe..this is a kind of support he gave mi..

love him soososososososoooo much!!!
he'll always be my beloved darling... always..

long time no update liao~~~hohoho~~

hohoho~~long time no news liao hor~~hmm..ok..for the past 2 weeks having been woking at expo for 1 week,then after that,school start le~~guai guai go back school study study..1st week of school already have lots of assignment liao lo..do until crazy also haven finish lo,cos dunno how to do...then when it is near to weekend,wenni suddenly ask mi to help her to do an assignment(transcript) which can earn $$ de..at first i tot it was easy $$..till i take up the job then i realise..it wasn't that easy after all,or should i say it was v difficult to do..cos you need to have sharp eyes and ears and full concentration..then it was like v last minute,so i have to rush..eyes and ears gonna rot and brain gonna crack..From sun till now altogether got 4 ppl doin still can't finish..can you imagine??have to rush it today and tml also...haiz..but..no choice,i've to take up jobs now..cos i'm broke..my dad haven got a stable job yet and my mum is always nagging at me and always emphasis to mi that my dad have no job..sigh..then is like he is doing all those part time job which he doesn't enjoy working at all..but in order to support us,he have no choice..so..i think i've to take up assignment to support myself and my darling liao in order to lighten his burden..Thank God that at this point of time,there's alot of assignment for mi to choose..so..should be no problem..hmmm..show you my darling's pic..So CuTe!!!!!!!HeHEZ~`~`~`I Love Him sO mUch!!!

so cute right?!!he is smiling oh~~~he is always so sweet~~~


the naughty side of him~~always wants to bite something~~but this is not the worst thing he did~~
say cheese~~~~

What's better than being happy? Being content. Value what you have and be grateful.

sIgH~~

I always knew tat nothing will maintain as good all e time,sometimes,things juz happen so sudden..Sometimes,things juz dun turn out wat u think it will be..World keep changing,ppl Keep changing and of course HeartS also keep changing..E biggest disappointment often comes from ppl around u.. I'm totally "jue wang" in certain things..Man always says tat women's heart are complicated,as if their heart v simple like tat..Sometimes man's heart are even more complicated lo..After all these things happened,i really lost confident and trust in man..I really dunno why when someone change,one could change till so scary.. This really breaks my firmness in choosing a partner..E one who used to give mi advice in BGR actually...Of course i noe tat no one is perfect,he also had his own weakness and i dun really noe wat happened in his life,so i cannot judge..But wat he did really affect mi alot alot..I really feel v disappointed,but life still have to go on..Of course i'm not going to look back and regret,but to move on and hope for a better future..Wat i can do now is to do well in my studies then get a gd job,if possible is to fulfil my dreams..i think those complicated things will have to wait ba..
Anyway,God is always gd..my dad juz lost his job,but i juz found a job..juz nice for mi..This job onli last for 1 week at expo~~so i get to work there and earn some income be4 i get back school..GoGo jia you!!

Principle of life~~

In life,people come and go..So if someone in ur life leave u,dun be sad..Cos there'll always be someone better who will go into ur life after tat..However,u dun need to get too happi when someone enter ur life,cos they might juz leave u one day..

Results!!

PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!I pass my semestral exams!!!Out of GPA of 4,i've got 3.33!!!WoHoo~~~Hapii~~~At least i nv let my dad down,and of course i did manage to save money for him as i dun need to retake any of e module..but to move on to e next level and also hope tat i can finish my course soon~~Then save up money for grooming course and then fulfil my DrEaMz...To be an Air-stEwardesseS..HeEhEeZ~~Then can earn lotsa money to repay back my family..Get my parents to settle and enjoy life...ok..tats too far..Lets came back to e present....haha.. Then today my mum also blessed mi with a really nice pants..HeEhEez..Wa..REally wanna Thank God for all these blessing sia..He has really been gd to mi everytime when i chose to turn back to him..

Hmmm..Yesterday finally manage to pack my stuff~~hehe~~all thanks to my best fren sarah.. who offered to come my hse and help mi pack~hehes..so bless to have her as my fren..During packing,saw lotsa presents still nicely pack(becos i open and put it back to its original package,also can't bear to use)..then decide to display it so tat i dun waste their effort..kekez..Of course,lotsa memories play back and flood my mind when i saw all those photo albums..

Anyway,memories can onli be memories,nth else more...rite??

PAST IS FOR US TO LET GO AND FUTURE IS FOR US TO GRIP HOLD~~

wei wei wei wei wei ~~~~It really have been donkey years since i last update ya??hmm..actually alot of things happen in my life and i feel so reluctant to update my blog..so..no surprise tat i so long nv update le..k la..now i'm learning to bake cake and eventually enjoying my life to e fullest..i'm having holidays now..no job,so going to learn something during my free time so tat i dun waste my holidays..h3h3..then when got time,i'll go to val's hse do manicure..
is it nice??
this is e first design
this is e second design..
k.....i'm going for bs later..so..tats all folk!!

horoscope

"Your grip on reality may not be quite as firm as it has been in the past. While this fires you up in the creative realm (and may give you some inspiration for finding a solution for a long-standing problem), it's not a great time for risky business when it comes to love or money. No matter how sure-fire a scheme or a prospect seems, if you jump in without thinking, you may live to regret it. Err on the side of caution, and then err on that side some more."
This is wat my horoscope say today..Although i dun really believe in this,but juz read for fun lo..But is actually quite true la..

wa..

hiho~~~its really been such a LONG time since i last update le ba..wahaha..hmm..k..recently have been quite busy..after my common test,festival of praise and anniversary really kept mi really busy..last sat i went to hougang at ard 11 to buy things for refreshment then headed to indoor stadium and reach by 2pm..queue till 6 then e door open..then something funny happen..hmm..festival of praise was really great!!Hillsong and Delirious were really great and anointed singers..And delirious was so handsome!!when he plays guitar,u'll be so touch by his music,and when he sings..i tell u..u can really melt...and i'm really v tao zui into his songs..And of course..Presence of God is really strong..Then everything end,reach home ard 11.40..sleep at 1 am..Next day woke up ard 5 something,quickly prepare and when to indoor to queue up for e anniversary..and is e second time our cg sat at e floor area..the process of fighting for seats was so exciting lo..service was cool!!Hip hop dancer dance including children from chidren church also dance hip hop lo..Oh mind!!is really so CUTE!!!then service end..headed towards suntec for food then take cabby back to indoor queue up for e last festival of praise..and e LAST is always e BEST!!and is really so true lo..actually decided to left indoor ard 10 cos today still got school and we're really so tired..But we really enjoy so much that we forgotten e time..during praise..Delirious request that we hold hands with our neighbours and jump together and is really so warming and joyful lo..i tot tat i wouldn't be jumping cos i'm really worn out,but i juz couldn't help it,i juz can't resist e excitement but to jump with them lo..and we're really jumping and praising Jesus like mad lo..then when we look at e time,we're shock..cos is already 11pm..then rush towards mrt and headed home..reach home ard 12+..today woke up at 6 and go school..i'm really worn out lo..Falling asleep whenever i can..decided to sleep when reach home de,but dunno y i can't fall asleep sia..sigh..And HURRAY!!tml NO school!!can sleeep till late late!!H3h3..TATS all FOLK!!

meaningful

Hey hey..Long time no see ah..wahaha..hmmm..Today go for cell group,take my quiz le then we watch a meaningful movie call 'coach carter'..is a fantastic movie..it inspire mi alot!wat i've learn in tat movie is tat we muz not onli excel in e things we're interested but also studies!!Unity is strength,when one fall,everyone fall..When someone decide to leave e team..He is not leaving e leader but he is leaving/walking out of e whole team..Winning is not e factor,is e process tat matters..Winner is those who persevere till e end..And we always muz have e 'nv give up' spirit!!

miracles

Recently,lotsa things happen and can say is quite frustrating la...However wat i can say tat is God is good,like although this few days r bad,but these few days r really e days tat he led mi through,guiding mi..God always bless mi,i'm always nv lack of anything
and of course e most impt thing is tat i'm nv lack of love..i really cherish e time i have now with my cg members,Don my cg leader..and also my family,especially my mum..Things have turn for e better and everything seems gd..but i noe tat things nv last,so i really want to take hold of wat i have now..1 experience of wat God led mi is tat,yesterday 1 of e member suddenly dun want to come anymore juz becos he can't stand some members in e cg,when i'm home and be4 i sleep,suddenly i feel so burden and i dunno y,i juz take my phone to sms him and i can feel tat the sms i type is really by spirit,and to my expect,he came for today's service!!i'm so happi!!And Don's dog is coming to my hse and stay for 4-6 mths!!This is e happi part la..But e sad part is tat Don is leaving for jarkarta this fri..i really can't imagine days without him sia,i noe somehow there'll be something missing de lo..As he always say tat everyone in e cg do make a diff,especially him,without him will have e biggest diff..cos he is our cg leader who used to lead and guide us..=....(we're gonna miss him much...suddenly memories with him flash back in my mind and sadness fill mi..Those days when w239 juz form,we used to hang out at esplanade,when we play so crazily and laugh like mad..i really miss those days..

happi~~

hey hey~~hmmm..feeling quite happi~~u noe..i've actually been searching for this flower which is v meaningful de..looks nice as well..here r some pics of my fav jie gen hua oh..


oh..i love them..
especially this with both purple & white de..h3h3..

mixed feeling..

Today went for service..my tat fren did come along..u noe..we treat it as nth happen be4..but..he did show some kind of attitude sia..dunno wat happen to him leh..after service,he juz go home straight..sigh..sadded ah..wat happen???actually we wanted to give him some surprise de..haiz..then also,we exchanged our cards today..haha..so fun and interesting..when i reach home and read all e cards tat they've given,i'm really v touch by their words..and at e same time,feeling v encourage la..i feel so loved..h3h3..i love W239!!

...diao..

Today went to cg as per normal,juz tat 1 of my classmate got come along..praise e lord..but..u noe..i don't noe whether he came for e correct reasons..cos..he juz told mi tat he like mi,and ask tat if i can give him my hand..(-_-")..but..of course i rejected him,actually feel v bad la,cos i actually tell him no straight..but..he is simply not my type lo,of course,there's still other reason la..so...however,he is still coming to service tml as he have promised..but..is difficult to say for next week la..haiz..y???!!sadded ah..

happi~~

hey hey..hmm...today i went to orchard with frens...we went to far east plaza for food first then went to lovegety shop to take pic..h3h3..then rush to lido for initial D..wow!!tat was a great show man..wahaha..is so nice..i've no regrets watching this show lo...haha.. after tat,we went to heeren,took pics at lovegety shop again..so fun!haha..then..shop ard for a while..went back home..on e way,one of my fren gave mi my make-up bday present..is my fav kapo..h3h3.. i'm loving it~~i let u see e pic... isn't it cute?!h3h3

Happy day~~

This tues i went to watch ghost train with my fellow classmates(niu yin,sarah,yiwen,wang fei,yi hao and soo kuee)..haha..hmmm..is actually quite fun,really enjoy myself..then after movie,we went to pizza hut for dinner and to celebrate yiwen's bday..she wasn't aware tat we're goin to celebrate her bday then..haha..she was so surprise when we start to sing bday song for her while e staff walk with e cake towards us...should have take pic of her surprise expression de..but..too bad..no one brought camera,so...haiz..sadded lo..after tat,i went to esplanade to celebrate wen's bday with her earlier in advance..cos on her bday,she'll be busy..we finally really go for our boat ride le,,haha..but too bad is not ducky ride..sad ah..but overall was enjoyable la..we talk our hearts out on e journey of boat..then in e end,when we got off e boat,we felt like puking..h3h3..so funny huh..was a tiring day..but was also a memorable day worz..

sad day..

Haiz..today my mao mao li jia chu zou le..feeling so depressed today..whenever i step outside my home,although is onli 2 days,i'll remember e happi moment i have with mao mao..yesterday i was juz playing with him outside my hse onli...:...( this morning when i woke up,he disappear le...i couldn't find him...i was so worried whether he has any food when he is hungry,any shelter when is raining day..cos he is so small and weak..i miss u mao mao~~~where are u?~~~

Happi day..

hmmm...yesterday i went for cell group..huhuhu~~then leh..we decided to go esplanade fellowship,of course i got go la..for so loong i have nv fellowship with them le wor..haha..thank God tat now i no need to da bao for my mum le..instead is she who da bao for mi now..waHahaha..So xin fu..h3h3..On e way to take bus towards esplanade,we found an unwanted small kitten..then alton put in his (get carried away) virgin mobile de bag..looks so cute and funny when e kitten pop its head out lo..haha..Finally i took it back and keep it as my pet..h3h3..it is staying outside my hse..name is mao mao..h3h3..very cute de wor..is really an enjoyable and profitable day...

Miracle day

Today is a miracle day..cos my mum actually step out of e hse le....haha..my mum and i went to amk central to do our hair..haha..i dye and highlight while she perm and dye..however mine is more ex than her due to my hair length..wahaha..sob sob..cos e person cut my fringe wrongly..is not wat i actually wanted la..but see him quite handsome de then nvm lo..Arrghh..i hate my fringe..but nvm..v fast will long again de,then i go cut again lo..h3h3h3...After tat leh..we went to e market to eat,then got 1 curry rice v nice de onli cost 1.90 nia..Afterall..Today's profit quite gd..h3h3..

3 days of excitement

EXTRAORDINARY EMERGE CONFERENCE!!!WoOoOoOo~~~~JUMPING TO E JAM FOR E GREAT I AM!!GO !GO! GO!~~

The 3 day consist of talentime and parade of school..the parade of school was gr8!Their performance was awesome man!Then plus e word was really gr8 tat it really sank into my heart..And during e worship is really e most precious moment..e presence of God was really so strong till i couldn't resist myself but to kneel down and worship e lord..and during e last day when we r singing fellowship song..we're a family tat love love love~~love one another~~i suddenly felt like crying..cos tat pt of time was only mi and minqi at e overflow room,the rest was at b4..tat pt of time i felt quite sad,cos..however i feel tat something was lacking..i remember last year we queue up as a cg,we praise and worship together,we ate together..and at e end of e 3rd day of emerge,we stand on e chair and praise God crazily together..we was so united then..everyone was there,but now..ppl come and ppl go..and i can't see e joy we once have together now...
Overall..i can say tat although this 3 days was v tiring but is still worth it to go and enjoy e presence, joy and the word!!

a great day..

last sat..james,tracy and me met up for a gathering..h3h3..at first we meet at J8 to eat..then no place go le we decided to go clarke quey to take photo..haha..v bo liao rite..but afterall..is quite fun la..we walk from clark quey all e way to esplanade and on e way..we took lotsa pics..these are some of e pics..h3h3..


tats mi and tracy..we juz reach clarke quey..


on e way to esplanade..


when we juz reach my favourite esplanade..


artistic photo by james..


do our back look nice?h3h3..


after persuading for a long time,james finally agree to take photo with us..h3h3..


....actually still got one more cuter photo de..but leh..james dun allow mi to post..sadded ah..
tats all folk!!

don't stop

It doesn't matter how slow u are...As long as you don't stop halfway...

Wed is my orientation..guess wat..1st day of orientation already start 3 hrs de A- maths lesson le..sian lo..then still got homework worx..e next day already learn new topic le,then go home do homework again..ha..then today means e 3rd day of orientation already have maths test le lo..haiz..sadded ah..then e lecturer say tat they already go at a v slow speed le,but i still dun noe and dun understand lo,cos my mind is abit slow la...then e lecturer say tat if now we can't cope then when start school,we r goin to suffer,cos e speed will be ten times faster than this..how?..really dunno how to survive sia.. but..i'll still have to persevere till e end..cos i noe tat i have to put up with e rain be4 i can see e rainbow..

memories~~

today when i watch a show on channel u,e title in chinese is (lian zhi feng jing)..i suddenly miss esplanade alot..i miss its ambience..juz by missing esplanade links mi back to lotsa happy memories..i remember those days when i often sms shawni,veroy,eileen,clement,don and wen and meet up at night at esplanade de rooftop...we will be playing a silly game(scooby doo).. be4 tat..mi and wenni will tend to meet up early in e evenin to see e sun goin down..is a very beau scenery,and u can get to enjoy e fresh air there..u won't bear to leave tat place after tat..maybe to lotsa ppl,they won't feel anything..bt i knew tat wen and mi will nv forget those days with these bunch of fun and lovin guys..reasons i wanted to post this up is becos i am always so forgetful and i dun wanna forget all these happi memories..i wan to always keep these great memories with mi..always..

let go~~

IF U DON'T LEARN TO LET GO,U WON'T NOE HOW TO TREASURE~~(RU GUO BU XUE HUI FANG QI,ZHEN MER HUI DONG DE ZHEN XI NE?)

after tokin to wenni today,i feel tat actually i'm juz so selfish..i didn't wan to let go of something even though i noe tat is impossible to let it happen..

welcome to e zoo..

long time no update le..h3h3..hmmm..last monday leh..me,leong and wenni went to zoo together..haha..then we took lotsa pic worz..h3h3..we roam ard e whole zoo but..too bad we ran short of time..so didn't get to walk through e entire zoo..these are e pics we've taken..
Welcome to e ZOO!!


mi and wen on e tram ride


we r bein surrounded by these creature..oh mind..HELP!!


this is a place xplore by us..haha..look at how he stand..wahaha..so funny

make a wish..make a fish..


look at those cute baboon..




2 black monkey and a piggie..


oh mind...wat is she doin?! looks juz like angel and devil..haha..


tats e end of our trip to zoo..h3h3..wait..wats tat red thing behind mi huh?!(-_-")
tats all folks!buaiz..

A Sweet Day!!

ello!!yesterday is my bday!!h3h3...hmmm...wo de qi dai zhen de chen zhen le...My 18th bday is e sweetest bday....in e afternoon,my cg members celebrate wif mi at sha's hse..they gave mi a precious moment de cushion and a heart-shape box de chocolate..wif a sweet strawberry cake wif a strawberry above e cake..so nice..hehe..hmmm...then after tat leh,meet wenni go ktv pub(shin)..then she gave mi a surprise by askin leong and eileen come without informin mi..haha..hmmmm...then leh..wen go and play a bday song remix while she came with a chocolate cake in her hand..wa..is really so sweet and touching lo.. then e cake is super sweet lo,sweet till if i finish e whole cake,will get diabetes de lo..wa..is really a super sweet bday ah..haha...i've nv have such surprise be4 lo..haha..i can say tat wenni is e best bday coordinator i have ever seen lo..is really a blessing tat i have her as my cousin..haha..but too bad we dun have camera..nv take pic..haiz..but nvm..e precious memory is in my mind..kekez..then after tat..i then noe tat actually my bday was plan a month ago with my frens by wenni..then also..wen tell them not to call mi for a few days then also dun sms mi happi bday de,let mi think tat they have forgotten my bday..at first i was quite sad and angry leh,cos i was thinkin tat if they dun wanna celebrate my bday,at least send mi a sms or wat lo..but..afterall is their plan!!huh...but afterall..have to thanks them for their hardwork to gave mi surprise and sweety bday..hehe..especially wenni!!she have done e greastest thing..cos everything is plan by her de...hehe..i really love her men..and of cos i love my frens around mi... this is e sweetest and happiest day of my life...

ni hui lai le..

ni hui lai le!!wo lai update for e past few days de things le.. during my third day in kl lehz..hmmm..afternoon we all go mid valley walk walk nia..didn't really buy anything la..then after tat we evening go klang eat bak kut teh..wa..v nice sia..in singapore nv get to eat so nice one wor..hehe..then leh..go ah fong gu jie sleep..haiz..nightmare ah..i don't like one lo,only acc my dad then i go de lo..sad ah..cos i don't like their youngest daughter,ah san..so talkative and naughty wor..but..ok la..to me..yesterday she is quite ok de lo..can say is guai la..she like mi alot de,also dunno y leh..then keep wantin mi to sleep wif her..then i have to hong ta shui le then go my room sleep..hehe..maybe i quite like her is becos she say mi not fat and pretty ba..wahaha..hmmm...then the next day morning 7 something we already wake up le..go seremban there bai my ah ma..then go my da bo's hse play mahjong then i sit there doin nothing..sadded ah..so sian..then ard evening leh..we go back kl eat dinner together..wa..we eat e fried tofu there..BEST ah...wahaha..after tat go back to kl de home..after tat leh..we go yam cha..take lotsa photo..hehe..then the fifth day leh,means yesterday la..shiok ah..haha..afternoon leh,we go mid valley watch movie(the pacifier) then evening eat dinner at kim gary restaurant then take cab home...we change le clothes,then go down to parkson buy things then yam last round de cha at a high class place wor name is halo cafe..hehe then we go home chat till we fall asleep..then today reach singapore le...



tats mi and joanne at kim gary


this is halo cafe!!all thic pic is taken there!!

wonderful day!!

yesterday is e second day in malaysia...morning we go eat roti prata..wa..v big piece leh...eat 1 piece already v full le..then we chat with my gu jie..wa..she is a v understanding and good mum..she won't oppose if her daughter wanna become christian..she'll respect her own daughter decision as long as is no harm lo..so good ho..wa..she still remember all my relative in singapore sia..its been so long since she been singapore..she still remember sia..so good memory..no wonder her daughter and son all so clever..her daughter is going australia study next year le..haha..then after we eat,me and peiyee went to sungei wang shopping..wahaha...i only use rm160 already can buy 1 pair of shoes,1 three quarter pants,1 short and 1 shirt leh..so cheap sia..shiok ak..haha.. then we proceed to times square to sing k...then after tat,we went for dinner at wow wow cafe,wa..the ambience v good sia..still can dian ge de..haha.then u listen to ppl sing live while u eat..shiok ah....then proceed to nathan corner for second round de yam cha..then when we reach home already 1am le..we still haven sleep sia..we chat in her room till quite late then sleep...haha

tats mi,joanne and her fren in e ktv


tats mi in times square..



tats joanne and mi at nathan's corner...

1st day in KL

hey hey... wo lai update le.. today is my first day in kl..hmmm...i then realise tat actually they have a dog name cody..heng ke ai de wor...hehez..hmmm...few more months,they will move to a bigger hse leh..a bungalow..wow..one of my cousin who is 1 year older than mi only actually already have a car le..so means tat they have 3 cars altogether in a family.....soon..they will have 4 car le..li hai ba..they so xin fu ho..hmmm..then at night we go eat dinner then to pasar malam..we buy le smelly tofu..wa..on e way back home in e car..wa the smell really strong sia..till my nose become numb ah..haha..later i'm gonna try out e taste sia..kekez...i now go watch samara and house of fury le..bye!!

wat a painful day!

haiz...today my dad pay le $1000+ de school fee of mine...feeling so heart pain guilty u noe..his hard earn money jux gone like tat...haiz...actually i didn't really like tat course la,but for my dad sake,i decided to work extra hard and make e best out of it,excel in my course..so tat i am able to earn back lotsa money for my dad and let him enjoy for e rest of his life...Yeah!!this will be my goal...hmmm...of course i wan to thank jimmy lin..haha..cos leh,if not for his show,we will be leaving today,then i'll not be able to do my last min admission thing le...hehe..also wanna thank God tat i am able to get all things done by today and carefreely go to malaysia and play..kekez...wa..wat a relieve..shiok ah..tml wo yao zhou le...i'll try to update again..bye!!

wat a shockin day..

phew...thank God tat i didn't went out today...durin afternoon time,when i'm chattin online,my ex-colledge suddenly remind mi of e medical checkup thing..then when i check my booklet i then realise tat i've to post my info by 19 of april which is when i'm in malaysia...then i have to do my checkup by today..wa...really shock mi ah...thank god ah,if he nv remind mi,then i didn't notice ah...really dunno wat to do leh,cos wait till i come back from malaysia will be too late le la...then i'll have to wait till next year then can start school ah..haiz..haha..then today i stay at home to fill all my form..
wa...then zai yi ge lei dian jiao jia de wan sang,wan zhen suddenly call mi go down amk centre do medical checkup..wa..so scary man..i've to walk past so many trees,then so many lightning and thunder sia...sia si wo le... but..after all really wanna thank God for e day!kekez...

Good Day??

ni fei lai le....hehe..today is e first sunday then i stay at home for e whole last 2 years time..and i didn't go for cg cos i need to go for make up service yesterday...hmmm...i then realise tat yuan lai sat and sun got so many nice show watch de...Sat afternoon got TV3 jian ke,then sun afternoon got shao nian de gong dui by 5566..wahaha...hmmm...today ah..actually goin valerie de shop take clothes de..but last min cancel le..so stay at home watch tv and online lo...haiz...heez...is confirm tat i'm leaving Singapore this thursday..yeah,i'm goin to see my malaysia cousin..i miss her so much..its been so long since i met her...hmmm...i think i'm gonna enjoy myself there..hehe...feelin so excited sia...

lonely day!!

heelo!!!ni you lai le!!hmmm...today ah...haiz..i stay at home lo...wat else??cos i need to da bao for my mum..haizz...can't imagine i've to stay at home all e way till next tuesday when my bro come back from thailand....saddist ah..
wa...today i watch e magical love vcd lend from xuan one...qi si wo le...e disc can't be watch one lo..spoil de!!!sian...
hmmm...haiz...juz now i chat online with my malaysia cousin...and know tat she has juz fallen out of love,dunno leh..juz feel kinda sad and angry for her...feel tat she is quite pitiful lo...cos her bf have another gf le...then broke up wif her..she is feeling so sad now..dunno how should i console her...cos she i noe tat no matter wat i say to her now,she also can't take it to mind de..then y not let her calm down first and let her think for herself wat is really best for her lo...haiz..so disappointing to see her landed up in this state..i expect she would protect herself de..think this would surely teach her a lesson not to trust guys so much le ba...after knowin this really made mi feel tat i've made a good decision of not havin a bf at this time,or maybe this is also a reason tat i don't really trust guys ba..haiz..saddist ah...

ni you lai update le!!wahaha..today i went to J8 with wen wen...we went there for dinner at cafe cartel..wa...we search for a long time 4 e restaurant be4 we can sit down and enjoy e food ah...all becos of wen la...dunno how to go still say noe then bring mi anyhow walk..haiz..tat girl ah..sidaben ah...hai hao in e end we can get there ah..haha..haiz...but e food there not v nice leh..disappointed ah...sian...hehe....after we eat le,then we go take photo wor..e process of takin e photo v fun sia...wahaha...