Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Sharing of thoughts

Today Pst Kong share with us about the series of Romans & Galatian.

Whole session is very good,I've really receive alot. Towards the end of the session,what he shared really pierced through my heart.

He shared with us through the verse of Rom 1:10 which tell us that although Paul know of his calling from God and he know that he know that he is going to where God wants him to go and which he really have great desire from God to go. However there didn't seems to have open door at that time yet, yet he didn't demand God to sent him right now. Instead he lift up his strong desire to God and says "God you know I've been praying for this,and you know I wanted to go but your ways are higher than my ways,let your will be done according to your moment and timing" ..I tell you,this phrase really broke me into pieces.

Remember a few days ago,I juz shared with mao..Seems like everyone have reach their goal,like yvonne(have already become a BV-a great one and already stand beside e one she always wanted to stand with in the midst of serving as a bv) and mao(have already been recruited into elite team as he desire as well)..Then I ask ,what about mi? Then..he tried to console mi and so on~~
But today is really like God is really hinting me and at the same time telling me. When He has called us to somewhere or to do certain things,doesn't mean it got to be NOW. He have a timing and moment for it!
Remembering once after SOT on my way to office from Lavender mrt,God showed me a revelation when I walk through this wide field filled with lotsa wild flowers. Some withered,some shine beautifully,then I realized everything on earth have its time and moment to shine specifically.
True calling from God can surely go through test of time. And I really believe my time will soon come too! I'm waiting and waiting~ Nv give up,Jiayou!!!~=)

Wednesday, April 08, 2009

SOT day 2

When we worship,we got to be in 1 mind,1 soul and 1 spirit.. All in one..No one else..But God alone..