juz now finally have afternoon tea with daddy..at first i was so happi dat i FINALLY can have time to eat with him after so long time..
BUT you noe wat?as we are waiting for the food at a table..we didn't tok..he juz glance at some open space and i kept quiet...feeling so...not like the past..our relationship was very close..even if for a while we still can tok and laugh out loud...BUT..wat happen?i don't noe...everything seems so diff..even when we eat,we also quietly eat..ya..he ask mi a few questions and i answer back..but..i dunno how to say..is juz feeling some distant between mi and him..no...not some..its a very long distant drift between us...
of course no doubt that he still love mi..but is juz very saddening to see my dad who is so close to mi suddenly feel so stranger..
how?wat did i do?wat should i do now?can we get back to how we are like the past?
I MISS THOSE HAPPI MOMENTs back then~~~
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