m'sia trip..

yap..finally get my photos which i took in malaysia..haha..
stay tune..


before..

after..

guess my mum enjoy e most as she is e one buying most things..

ya..den last day is e best as my cousin drive mi out to eat and buy some thing back..so ..ya..nth much actually la..tats all folk..bb..

tired

yes..finally work finish liao..hohoho..pls dun ask mi to give u a treat when i get my pay k..cos i'm now working for my dog's sake..i need money to get him injection and medicine..and my pay is juz nice for all that..ya..yest my fren send mi a story which i feel v touch..i almost cried when i read that..let mi share with u k..
here that story comes..:

Body: Sally jumped up as soon as she saw thesurgeon come out of the operating room. Shesaid: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be allright? When can I see him?"

The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could,but your boy didn't make it."

Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer?Doesn't God care any more? Where were you,God, when my son needed you?"

The surgeon asked, "Would you like some timealone with your son? One of the nurses will be outin a few minutes, before he's transported to theuniversity."

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while shesaid good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovinglythrough his thick red curly hair.
"Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurseasked.

Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of theboy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it toSally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea todonate his body to the University for Study. Hesaid it might help somebody else. "I said no atfirst, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it afterI die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spendone more day with his Mom." She went on, "MyJimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking ofsomeone else. Always wanting to help others if hecould."

Sally walked out of Children's mercy Hospital forthe last time, after spending most of the last sixmonths there. She put the bag with Jimmy'sbelongings on the seat beside her in the car. Thedrive home was difficult. It was even harder to enterthe empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings,and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to herson's room. She started placing the model carsand other personal things back in his room exactlywhere he had always kept them. She laid downacross his bed and, hugging his pillow, criedherself to sleep.

It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Layingbeside her on the bed was a folded letter. Theletter said:
"Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; butdon't think that I will ever forget you, or stoplovingyou, just 'cause I'm not around to say I LOVEYOU. I will always love you, Mom, even more witheach day. Someday we will see each other again.Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so youwon't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He canhave my room and old stuff to play with. But, if youdecide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn'tlike the same things us boys do. You'll have to buyher dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't besad thinking about me. This really is a neat place.Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I gothere and showed me around some, but it will takea long time to see everything. The angels are socool. I love to watch them fly. And, you knowwhat? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures.Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesushimself took me to see GOD! And guess what,Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him,like I was somebody important. That's when I toldHim that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell yougood-bye and everything. But I already knew thatwasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? Godhanded me some paper and His own personal pento write you this letter. I think Gabriel is the nameof the angel who is going to drop this letter off toyou. God said for me to give you the answer to oneof the questions you asked Him 'Where was Hewhen I needed him?' "God said He was in thesame place with me, as when His son Jesus wason the cross. He was right there, as He always iswith all His children.
Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see whatI've written except you. To everyone else this isjust a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I haveto give God His pen back now. He needs it to writesome more names in the Book of Life. Tonight Iget to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm,sure the food will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore.The cancer is all gone. I'm glad because I couldn'tstand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand tosee me hurt so much, either. That's when He sentThe Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angelsaid I was a Special Delivery! How about that?
Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.
isn't it a nice story..?
i love it..
ok..thats all folk!

work..

today went to do setup at expo..quite tiring but not as bad as the previous time...after got to noe some new frens by sarah..we ate together..and one of them actually stay in amk..so we get to take bus 24 together..while waiting for bus 24 with her fren..alamak..so paiseh..i mistook bus 38 as bus 24..i nearly take out my student pass den he told mi.."er..is 38 leh"..Oh mind..den i have to admit that i've to wear glasses den can see properly..sigh..haha..ok la..her fren is nice to chat with..for e whole 1 hr bus journey..we keep on chatting and chatting..and also through this 1 hr..i get to noe that he is a v 'family' person..everywhere he goes..he juz want to have a feeling of warmth..love..just like a family..and i get to realise that there is a story behind this..and i start to have a feeling of sympathy for him..too bad we can't get to talk much on detail as i've reach my stop..
But anyway..i'm still glad that i've made 2 new frens today..h3h3..they're so nice and friendly..
had a tired but great day..bye..

pictures..

These are the photos taken for the past few days..

happi day with classmates..

PRAISE THE LORD!!!!i've receive my result and I PASS ALL MY MODULES!!My gpa upon 4,i've got 3.479..today..went to collect my fren's bday gift and meet him to give him his present in advance,as we all gonna work and can't attend his bday bbq..and we went for pizza hut as also to celebrate our good results..ahah.. my fren who got e highest score treat us..we den take some pic..will upload it once got e pics..had a great and enjoyable day with my fellow classmates..
but..some ppl fail and have to transfer to another class..so sad..sigh..in life is like dat de la..as life moves on..ppl come and ppl go..v few ppl can stay in ur life from e start till e end except ur parents and siblings...and of course God!
i juz wanna Thank GOd that u noe.. he really let mi met alot of good frens..they're juz simply great and wonderful..they could juz bright up ur day,and make u smile and laugh like nv be4..nv too bores to hang out with them..

Sweetest day ever..

I'm back..

not in e mood of doing anything..so juz a brief summary..Back by this wed..alot of ppl ask mi hows e trip..One wOrd to desccribe:"BORING"..well..i went to perm my hair @ onli $25..nobody believe it..too cheap to believe..haha..and ya..on e way back,while in cab..i vomitted..OH..so paiseh..Thank GOd that uncle got prepare plastic bag..ah bo..die..haha..den thurs went for cg and bbq..fri went for e first tuition..lesson was quite alright..sat went for service..Bro mark's voice was so touching..if there's someone who have such a nice voice like him,when he sings to mi..i'll sure marry him..lol..sunday..which is today went to serve..and den to my fren's hse visit my darling doggy(baby)..have a tiring day..went home to online and chat with frens..suddenly receive a sms..that agency said that her daughter dun like e way i teach and cancel all lesson..there goes my income..sigh..k..thats all..bye..

bon voyage to mi

Yesterday arrange my fren to come over and help mi carry baby's things over to his hse..sob..When i'm oacking baby's stuff,baby was looking at mi with teary eyes..he may tot that i dun wan him anymore..But i too dun wan,juz becos he dun have a passport..so he have to stay behind and there is no one at home to look after him..thats why.. Hse without him seems so quiet and dull..
Say bon vayage to mi..h3h3..As i'm goin to malaysia tml morning till e next wed or thurs den come back..But..sob..i can't bear to part with baby.. :....( today i'm goin to my fren's chalet and back home late to pack my stuff and such..Sleep for awhile and wake up early in e morning tml to catch bus to KL..How i wish i could juz bring baby over..he is e one i most worried of and can't bear with..I miss him so much!!!

my beloved darling~~

class outing

heyo~~i'm here to update you guys from wed till now events..hmm..On wed,i've my last paper and have end my whole end year,juz onli to wait for my results to come out..after my last paper..my classmates and i decide to go to orchard lido to watch Final Destination 3..This is e first time so many of our classmate are willing to join the outing as most of them seldom hang out with us..be4 the movie starts,we went for lunch and then picture taking again..ahah..At first,they're unwilling..But somehow,we have our way to persuade them..hohoho..This is e pic taken..nice?



These were all decorated by mi and sarah..creative?cute?hohoho~~
After these,we shop for awhile more den proceed to our movie..Overall,the movie was not scary at all..it was Rather gross..It can simply spoil your appetite nia..Thank God we already have our meal be4 that movie..
Then thurs went for cell group..
And yest which was fri,we went for OUTING!!h3h3..actually was planning to go ice skating de..But there was some competitio going on..So we went for k-box instead..Quite disappointed la..But,However..I still love singing..We have a wonderful time singing and shouting and laughing..After that..went to have a drink while they eat..den some of them proceed to my hse help my mum to fixed a wardrobe..Baby was so happy to see so many ppl coming to my hse..
And all thanks to them that finally e unfixed wardrobe which was bought how long ago was fixed yesterday..And ya..no more nagging..yea!!
k la..i shall end here as i need to bath baby liao..h3h3..buaiz!!

campus superstar

Kekez..yesterday went to mediacorp watch campus superstar..actually didn't plan to go there as i'm going back to school to study for my exam at e same time,i've exam yest..after that exam..xuan suddenly jio mi out to watch superstar at mediacorp..at first i didn't wan,cos i dunno how to go and very ma fan la that process of going..End up..galaxie call mi up and ask mi to go and he provide e cab fare..hohoho..And..OH yA..i was in school wearing a short pants and t-shirt..OMG!!!My destination was MEDIACORP,my dress-coat:T-shirt and short pants with slipper..oh babe..i was so paiseh upon stepping in there..But thank God that we're sitting down,so e camera didn't capture..h3h3..
hmm..live is nicer,i mean e sound is more real compare to tv although is live broadcast..somemore e voice was diff in tv..teresa was wonderful..she got great voice,great figure and of course a pretty face..no need to say la..i think she is e superstar..i was juz curious whos out next,so i watch every episode..h3h3..yest was fun and cool..k3k3..



think some ppl can actually imagine wat did i wear den..sigh..haha..paiseh ah..my eyes too small as e light was too strong,my eye pain..so was a little close up..

and today went to school,my fren gave mi a new pillow as mine was being throw away by my mum and have 2 sleepless nite..on my way home was like..(-_-")..everyones looking..so paiseh..they'll think i crazy ah,bring pillow to school den bring back home..i look like an IDIOT..OMG!!
hmm...anyway..hope tonight can have sweet dreams and great sleep..as tml i'll have my last exam..and HOLIDAY!!HOHOHO!!HALLELUJAH!!play play play!!funfunfun!!!work work work!!!$$$$$$$$!!!!

wat a painfull day~~

..hi..i'm sick today..so i'm going to slp after blogging..hohoho..k..lets starts with today's com programming presentation..u noe alot of ppl actually get someone else to do for them and earn marks..some even kanna caught and even get scolding..doubt they'll get any marks..ya..of course my other fren did offer to help mi do my programming as i seriously dunno how to..sarah and mi went to ask that lecture but we still dunno how to operate..we really try our v v v best le..And is really thank God that we didn't ask any ppl to help us do..And even though today's presentation and our program can't run well,the lecture even say "its okie..i wOn't fail you two as i really see u two put in alot of effort and even ask mi how to do..i noe you two have really try your best"..phew..PRAISE THE LORD!! i didn't fail..Wohoo~~indeed..as we stand by righteousness and not wavered upon influence..we'll get our reward in some ways..h3h3..
after that we(benjamin,sarah and mi) went to orchard far east to eat and take photos den proceed to shop the whole road down to PS and get something for baby..On e way..we benjamin bought some ice-cream for us..is good..but today not in e mood of eating anything..no appetite..juz feeling very giddy and unwell on e street...And we came across a shop that sells dog chain..i saw one that looks cute on baby and i bought it for him..h3h3..den we proceed all e way down to PS and get some treats for baby..And back home..wa..the journey is e most unbearable..feeling v sick and when i get down the bus..wa..v giddy lo..seems like a long journey walking home..sigh..
when i reach home..wa..it is really such a relief..BUT baby come wanting mi to play with him which i can't..i'll simply pass my flu to him de lo..i felt so sad to ignore him..he was like calling mi with such a pitiful sound..ARGHH!!!however..he loves e chain i've got for him..hohoho!!ALRIGHT!!
i go slp liao!!
nitez and bye!!

valentine

hoho~~valentine is over,yesterday sarah and i treat e whole class our own made chocolate..h3h3..and i receive a a blue rose nicely wrapup..h3h3..and then after school, go home and celebrate valentines with baby..ahah..sarah came my hse and actually is meant to do project de..end up helping baby cut hair and nail..lol..and we do till ard 9 plus den stop.. and today finally finish all the test for german..and neXt sem,i'm not going to take anymore..Although german is not that difficult,but it really take alot of my time away.. anyway,tml is going to be my semestral project presentation and fri is going to be my comm skill presentation..sigh..and worst of all is that mon i have another presentation,but my project still not done yet..still stuck in some ways..sigh..stress ah..Next thurs..sem exam starts liao..have study nth yet..This is a v good example of last min hug pig leg..lol..
another thing is that,yesterday my mum suddenly buy 2 shirt for mi and these is really wat i've been praying hard for..she is finally back to her own self again..h3h3..she now will go out with her friends and so on..no need mi to da bao for her anymore..jux nice..wa..PRAISE E LORD!!Before my exam she's healed..so i can now focus on my exam..and no distraction is there anymore..wohoo~~

happi day!!

Hmm..today went ard city hall area for some walks and shoppings with a fren..h3h3..then he treat mi to a myanmar restaurant for some nice food..den proceed for some shopping and bought a necklace for a nyp mates..h3h3..den to toys 'r 'us for making trouble and making fun of everything there..can u imagine?we really bo liao till like dat..wahaha..den we went to Roice chocolate shop to purchase a nama choc covered with cocoa and with champane(sorry if i spell it wrongly) inside..den when we are about to find some place for us to settle down and enjoy e choc..on our way..we saw a shop selling a kind of plant that is really interesting and nice..
something like dat..but is in a tube where i can put it as my accessories and carry it along everywhere i go..and mine is a smaller version..if i can really take gd care of it..it'll eventually turn red colour in future..h3h3..cute rite?den my fren bless mi with dat..h3h3..gd rite??
ya..after that..we find a place to settle down and enjoy e choc..it is really Very nice..yummy..h3h3..the taste is like a little bit of bitterness inside,but inside is quite sweet and overall,is not too sweet and not too bitter,just nice..so is v v v nice...but in e end,we can't finish..so..i brought home for my mum to eat..she too say its nice..hohoho...
anyway...today is a 'blessing and suanning' day!However, i've really enjoy myself..h3h3!!!
'suanning' and lame jokes everywhere for e whole day..(-_-")..

y like dat?

Everything was fine and well till yesterday came..When i'm having dinner at home with my whole family..Quarrel broke up between parents..Mum keep racking up e past and add some nonsense inside and make up some stupid story to scold my dad..Every year without fail..once sit down together to have a meal..Mum will DEFINITELY scold him..out of no sudden k..and my dad did nth wrong lo..he can say is 'yi xin yi yi de wei zhe ge jia lo',actually ytd he was suppose to meet up his fren early to go out one..juz becos he wants to cook for us to eat he delay his meeting and have a good dinner with us..In e end,THIS IS WAT HE GETS!!wat is this man??i really feel so sorry for him man..After that of course finish his meal and left home angrily.. and when i check on baby..i then realise baby didn't finish his fav meal ytd..he too not in e mood of eating..dunno y..so i left the food there and went to meet Don and frens and is till when i met them den i can really forget abt everything and laugh happily..And i finally realise e importance of frens as they can let u forget ur sadness and anger(for a moment)..When all of them are going home and of course i take bus..suddenly e sadness fill mi back..e tot of how she scold my dad really..nvm..ya...and i have no choice but to drag myself home.. till i came back home..and realise baby didn't touch his food at all and he seems restless till today..i start to worry for him if he is sick..he seems so restless today and didn't eat as much as he normally does..And my dad start to go out early and come home late..Suddenly everything change..juz in one night..

Thankful for baby

As i've said be4..my family doesn't have any atmosphere of new year,all was quiet..which is onli now den i realise baby play such a big role in my family..not onli he brings joy and he also brings atmosphere of happinese..My dad gets so cheer up by him..always laughing so happily becos of his presence.. baby always do all those silly tricks like faking dead and become a clown(monkey dog)..And that is those little litlle things that makes my dad laugh till so happi..
Today while my dad is playing with baby..he suddenly said "yang gou hen hao oh..hui rang ren hen kai xin"..i'm glad to hear that..Looks like everyone in my family all so love baby and dotes on him..Hmm..hey..i also love and dote on him alot one hor..love him too much till spoilt him liao..Always so naughty that when i wan to punish him and put him into his cage,he'll act till as if v sad and poor thing.. so that i'll can't bear and go carry him out of his cage again..sigh..My dad also said i spoilt him too much and let him have his way..But i also got beat him when needed de ma..juz that after beating not long after..he'll forhet everything nia..
haiz..But anyway i'm really wanna thank God for baby..
Everything that God plans sure have its purpose..And i'm sure that baby's purpose is here to cheer my family up,noeing that these days of unhappiness will come..And now..things doesn't seems as worst as be4 anymore..Yippee!!
CHEERS!!

disappointed reunion dinner

I juz finish my reunion dinner..It was indeed splendid..Have fish,duck,vege and my fav ABC soup..Baby had also finished its splendid dinner..he had chicken meat,rice and his dry food all mixed together for him..wow..guess he also enjoyed his renion dinner with us ba..hmm..actually also cannot count as a REUNION dinner la..Cos my mum wants to eat alone at e back..
sigh..dunno wat happen sia..so sad lo..Wat happen?Y can't even we have a good reunion dinner together?Was it really so difficult for her to sit down and have a good dinner with us??My dad was really sad lo..He spend so much time preparing everything so well so that we can have a good reunion dinner..But why??I really duno wat was she thinking lo..Really feel so disappointed..It was actually a happy occasion isn't it?Why she do this?Spoil everyone's mood..
really dun understand her..dunno wat she really wants..sigh..

New year

Happi New Year!!!New Year have reach and no doubt i'm going to be 19 soon..time passs so fast..and guess wat??This year..Seems like onli my dad and i are e ones preparing for new year..others seems so 'careless' about e new year..They have all those kind of 'don't care' attitude..And for mood..onli my dad,mi and baby have e HAPPI mood..hmm..k lo..since they dun care den we also dun care lo..we juz happi ourselves..Don't ever let others affect ur mood..haiz..i suddenly feels like going back to e past when i'm ard primary school..as onli tat time i can feel e presence of NEW YEAR mood..not now anymore..y every event except valentines seems like 'e older u get,e lesser e atmosphere??'sigh..and ya..seems like i'm also e onli one remembering my dad's bday..Poor dad..nvm..if its already like dat..den let mi and baby be e ones for him lo..h3h3..ya..tonight i'm going to see fire-works with my dad again!!yea!!!Also there'll surely be a table of nice food cooked by my dad!!Wohoo~~Finally this time have come whereby i can taste e food cooked by him..yipee!!
By the way..Once again..Happi New year!!!Bye!!

dad's bday

hmm..today is my dad's bday..actually was planning to go watson buy those massage thing for him..Anyway,it was really very last min as my school ends at 6 and when i reach amk's watson..i can't find any..so in e end..no choice..have to get a shirt for him in a nearby shop..as he also didn't get any new year clothing..so..ya..no surprise..last year also get clothes..sigh..and ya..when i reach home..he already went out with friends..probably for some happy hours..hmm..maybe he may thought that i could have actually forgotten his bday..muahaha!!surprise!!waiting for his coming back to give him surprise..h3h3..bye!!

Stress!!!

heyo~~Guess from now on till my semestral Exam,i'm going to be busying doing my projects and preparing my presentations and also busy with all my assignment ba..I'm really so tired(mentally)..it seems like no rest from now on lo..Almost everyday school till evening..Becos new year coming and miss alot of lesson,therefore lotsa makeup lesson also..Den become everyday school till evening liao..den thurs after school have to buy dinner back and rush down to east coast for cg..Projects and presentation time are all v tight..which means as and when i'm 'free',i've to try to finish all that..so no break or rest for mi..'GREAT'..(T_T)Maths and one other sub can't caught up so have to revise and struggle with it..THAT MAKES MI V STRESS!!!haiz..

ok..Enough of complaints..hmm..today went for dinner with dad and baby..h3h3..baby today v happy..cos get to go out and run,shit and pee ard..lol..And my dad v funny..he said muz ask police to catch him and fine money for peeing ard..oh ya..means fine ourself,cos we're e one PAYING! So humourous rite..Ha ha ha..(not funny lo)hmm..seems like my dad love baby more and more liao..can see that he is actually treating baby as his smallest son..Dote on him so much..
so heart-warming..h3h3..so happy..hohoho..And my dad loves to play with him and make him crazy..lol..oops..wrong..no need to make de..baby is a crazy dog..careful..HE BITES..And those been bite by him will also become crazy...i'm one of e victim..h3h3..

WARNING:CAREFUL!!BOTH BITES!!

wahaha..k la.. enough of my craps..now going to do my things liao..tata~~

Crown collector

Indeed i'm really a Crown collector..Today went for shopping and found this v nice crown's belt..Wohoo~~i bought it immediately..h3h3..So happi~~Always wanted a crown's belt..Finally let mi found it..hohoho..ya..And i Spend most of my $$ on shopping till my bank onli left $40!!How pathetic sia..And my wallet was like onli left with a few cents to go home..sigh..So poor thing rite..And finally i realise why some of my frens say tat they can predict my future hubby will become bankrupt..Because when i go for sjopping..I REALLY GO FOR SHOPPING!!!when i really go for SHOPPING..I spend $$=opening e water tap..wahaha..SO i think for those who want to marry mi,they will really need to RECONSIDER it OVER AND OVER again,if they dun want to become BANKRUPT one day!!hohoho... Overall i'm still v happi with my collection of CROWN~~WohOo!!ANd ya..Finally my common test was over!!yea!!celebrate!!!BUT no $$$,so onli can stay at home to celebrate with baby..h3h3..Have a wonderful day with my beloved fren~~will upload today's pic tml..
Stay tune!!

Full of love

Yap..All presenting to u my classmates~~So cosy inside~~almost stuffing to death~~
This is taken v long time ago..By mi and sarah~~
tats mi,sarah and eve..Best of frenz~~~

This is taken juz yesterday with my fav jacket on.. By a machine with wind..wohoo~~Cool?
Yap yesterday went to J8 shopping and found a crown necklace framing a diamond inside..Cool!!i quickly bought it..i love it man..then shop a little while more,i saw a crown with diamond de accessories..wow!!i bought tat too~~so happi~~~i feel like i'm a crown collector sia..h3h3..but end up with a few cents go home..poor thing isn't it??BUT i feel v content with what i bought yesterday..Wohoo~~i'm loving it!!!

wat a good day~~

hoihoi!!!Hmm..yesterday actually was meant to go sarah's hse after school to do my project..but in e end,we went shopping and taking photos instead..hohoho!!first time taking pic with abby~~



nice??I like these pics so much!!!Had a great time during e process of taking these pics..So fun!!
After that we shop ard for a little while then proceed to Sarah's hse for a great dinner and go home..h3h3..Today went out to study Maths with frens..And after that shop ard for my new year clothing..in e end..i bought 2 skirts @$50 and a top @$20..h3h3..Oh ya..almost forget..yesterday i also bought a new year shirt for baby..So cute!!!..h3h3..he shall celebrate new year with mi!!Hmm...maybe i'll bring him out on 1 of e new year day with both of us wearing our new clothes..so fun!!then muz take lotsa pics!!Wohoo~~
this is taken a few days before..
this guy is our lao da!!mai xiao xiao ho!!lol..

Say good bye to year 2005..

hohoho!!!Let say good bye to year 2005!!Hohoho!!I went for my last service of the year today and tml will be a new beggining of a new year 2006!!Wohhoo~~~I gonna move to a new year with a totally new beginning with no grudges,no hate,no regrets,no unforgiveness and of course no prejudices...Let everything be bygones and NEVER look back..I'm gonna let go of everything in the past and let God..I won't let all those regrets and past mistakes pull mi down anymore..I may fail alot of times in life,but i won't give up!!I mean in life who nv fail be4??Those who nv fail be4 are those who nv even dare to try..
Champion are not those who nv fail,Champion are those who NEVER quits!!
Failures are nv final and failures are nv fatal..
I believe that in ard 3-4 hrs time,everything will subject to change..And it nv gonna be the same anymore..And i really believe that next year will be a very grEat year ahead with great church,great frens,great family,great dog,great everything..hohoho!!!And lets welcome Year 2006 with a great mood!!Happy new Year to all!!!

tired ah!!!

today went to east coast park..actually should be having a dog gathering de..but last min too many things happen..in e end,nv bring any except one bring..then baby very sad,cos he can't get to go out play le..hmm..end up we go there cycle..wa..can you believe??we actually cycle from e rental shop to tanah merah there..wa..really v v v v exhausted lo..at first i tot that as we cycle along e road down will actually go back to e shop lo..but..didn't expect when we are at the other end,we actually need to turn back and go e way back from where we came..wa!!by then when we reach back at the shop,my leg already become jelly liao..today really exercise alot ah..h3h3..can slim down..ahha..kidding la..thank God i nv bring baby go ah..else if i have to carry him all e way back,i would be dead ba..hohoho..New Year coming!!!Wohoo~~~Happy New Year Everyone!!!Get ready for a better year ba!!All e Best!!!Love u all~~

Miraculous day!!

Hey Hey!!MeRrY cHrIsTmAs!!!HoHoho!!I went for svc 2 and 4 for christmas service and of course went for those rides like crazy surf for more than one times and ended up got bruises all ard my body,leg,and hand.. and also has got some christmas gift from fellow brothers and sisters..HoHoHO~~so paiseh as i didn't prepare any gift for them..so..h3h3..Of course this was not e most interesting and exciting part..I can really say that those who miss this service is really their lost..E drama was really v v v v good,storyline was touching at e same time funny...This is really e first christmas service that really touch my heart so much..i Remember there was a phrase where they say "No matter how much u can earn or provide for ur family,u still can't buy back e time u can spend with ur family"..and its really quite true..some ppl envy their fren for being how rich they are,but they are just looking at their outward of wat they have and they dun noe wat they really lack of..Sometimes they dun even realise that their rich frens actually envied them much much more...U noe y??Because wat rich ppl have is juz material needs..wat they really lack of is a gd relationship with parents..Of course i'm not saying that ALL rich ppl is like dat la..Wat i'm trying to say is that..we must always be grateful of wat we have and not always looking on wat we dun have..At least we can have a happy and better life out of this...

hard but blessful day~~

Today nv eat anything in e morning,as all nursery team IC and assistant are having a year end gathering at royal hotel sponsered by Aunt Shirley..is like a buffet and steamboat type..is such a big feast of brunch lo..eat till i gonna puke man..Actually today i dun really feel like going,as my leg is swollen,i can't wear those shoes i have to wear ro match my clothes..In e end,no choice lo,have to wear even if it hurts..Then have to walk like a lame slowly...Thank God in e end got ppl fetch mi home..Then here i am,not going anywhere but here online~~sadded~~ya..Also got alot of assignment to be done by tonight,else..i can't feilowship tml again..Long time nv feilowship with them liao..sad ah..nvm..tonightmi gonna chiong till e end!!!Jia you!!!Baby will acc mi de~~h3h3~~
just look at its cheeky face~~

mi &Sun!!

fulfilling day~~

Today have lunch with Sun at Marche..Everything was f.o.c..Wohoo~~So we can order all we like without worries abt cost..shocked rite???ha..then we ordered a full table of foods..muAhahaha...h3h3..then we have photo-taking sessing..everyone will have a photograph of themselves with Sun with her autograph on it..And she prepared a small gift for us..Is an ez-link card with her photos on it!!!hohoho!!!Isn't she gr8?She is simply gorgeous and cute..wow..e moment i get near her,i feel like i'm dreaming..i've NEVER get so close to a celebrity be4 u noe...but..This is real man!!!i really take close photo with her!!!WOoOOo~~~I'll upload those pic once i've got it..h3h3..Stay tune!!

y?y?

Time pass by so fast..Everything seems that is going to change again..Looks like my mum gonna go back to her old way again..y?y?y?i really dun understand what kind of illness does she really have..dun seems like any kind of illness..is it laziness??sometimes i really wonder y this kind of thing will happen to mi..i'm in poly now,how could i possibly have time to da bao for her when i not even have time for myself now?i really dun noe what cause her to be like dat,i really dunno how..i feel so lost rite now..what can i do now??of course i'm not saying she's not a gd mum,she can be one..is just that i really dunno wat possess her la..everytime sleep sleep sleep..y ah?can someone tell mi?is this a way of escaping out of something?or is she really tired?even lets say that she is tired,would she be tired than my dad?i can say that definitely no!!y can't she stay as a gd mum forever??y??

wohohohoho~~~

hmm...actually should be doing my whole junk of homework right now..but looking upon my bro and baby fighting with each other(naughty and feirce baby VS crazy and strong bro)..in e end,baby won e battle as you noe..he is so small that my bro can't really bear to hit it hard,but not to baby..Baby would bite with all his might..then my bro felt that he ("bo hua"in hokkien)..my bro even afraid that he would bite his little bro lo..lol..then my mum say" if baby bite urs then bite his back la"...then is like after he bite my bro's hand,then he would run and sit down,when my bro lift his hand up to show (wanna slap him sign),he'll lie down,close his eye and act to be dead lo..so cute rite..then all laugh at baby's action..so cheeky rite..i can't help but to keep laughing and laughing,then my bro wanna watch tv one..but baby kept on disturbing him..then no choice have to fight with him..cos baby is that kind that would suddenly attack you one lo..so in the end,my bro really no choice liao..he applied medical oil on his hand..at first,baby stop biting le..but after a while,he continue to bite again..then there i am to save my bro..i took him away to sit with mi quietly as i'm blogging now..h3h3..i wanna jote down all these happy and wonderful time with baby ard..as after baby came to my hse,bonds between my family became closer..he is really a miracle to mi and he really brightens and light up my whole family..of course,no need to mention..my whole family dotes on him alot..including my MUM..she no longer afraid of dogs,but a dog lover now..heez.. so cute rite..love him soOoOo much!!!

FinaLly!!!

I"M FREE!!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!Oh Mind..i've been rushing this 2 and a half hour transcript for 1 WHOLE week..still can't finish..sigh..so tired and stress sia..Today..FINALLY that thing end...can rest well liao..it really have been a v tiring and hectic week..this is my program for e whole week..
mon-school from 8-5 then rush home do transcript till night 11.30..
tues-school till 5 then rush to church for 'the tablenacle' till 12 then reach home
wed-school from 8-3..rush back home do transcript again
thurs-morning bath baby then went to school till 5 then do my assignment..
fri-again,school till 12 then go home do transcript...
sat-wake up eat le,do transcript till 10pm...
so how?isn't my week wonderful?tot of giving up,but i've already gave my word that i would finish it no matter what..so..i persevere till the end after all..but then..in the end i still can't complete it..i already try my v v v v v best..but i still can't understand what that indian is toking about..so i've no choice but to leave lotsa blank..
after all..when i think back..i find it so sweet that..you know..throughout my whole week of transcript..baby is always there to acc mi till the end..he will keep wanting mi to carry him out of his cage then he'll be sleeping on my lap quietly or quietly watching mi while i do my transcript..maybe..this is a kind of support he gave mi..

love him soososososososoooo much!!!
he'll always be my beloved darling... always..

long time no update liao~~~hohoho~~

hohoho~~long time no news liao hor~~hmm..ok..for the past 2 weeks having been woking at expo for 1 week,then after that,school start le~~guai guai go back school study study..1st week of school already have lots of assignment liao lo..do until crazy also haven finish lo,cos dunno how to do...then when it is near to weekend,wenni suddenly ask mi to help her to do an assignment(transcript) which can earn $$ de..at first i tot it was easy $$..till i take up the job then i realise..it wasn't that easy after all,or should i say it was v difficult to do..cos you need to have sharp eyes and ears and full concentration..then it was like v last minute,so i have to rush..eyes and ears gonna rot and brain gonna crack..From sun till now altogether got 4 ppl doin still can't finish..can you imagine??have to rush it today and tml also...haiz..but..no choice,i've to take up jobs now..cos i'm broke..my dad haven got a stable job yet and my mum is always nagging at me and always emphasis to mi that my dad have no job..sigh..then is like he is doing all those part time job which he doesn't enjoy working at all..but in order to support us,he have no choice..so..i think i've to take up assignment to support myself and my darling liao in order to lighten his burden..Thank God that at this point of time,there's alot of assignment for mi to choose..so..should be no problem..hmmm..show you my darling's pic..So CuTe!!!!!!!HeHEZ~`~`~`I Love Him sO mUch!!!

so cute right?!!he is smiling oh~~~he is always so sweet~~~


the naughty side of him~~always wants to bite something~~but this is not the worst thing he did~~
say cheese~~~~

What's better than being happy? Being content. Value what you have and be grateful.

sIgH~~

I always knew tat nothing will maintain as good all e time,sometimes,things juz happen so sudden..Sometimes,things juz dun turn out wat u think it will be..World keep changing,ppl Keep changing and of course HeartS also keep changing..E biggest disappointment often comes from ppl around u.. I'm totally "jue wang" in certain things..Man always says tat women's heart are complicated,as if their heart v simple like tat..Sometimes man's heart are even more complicated lo..After all these things happened,i really lost confident and trust in man..I really dunno why when someone change,one could change till so scary.. This really breaks my firmness in choosing a partner..E one who used to give mi advice in BGR actually...Of course i noe tat no one is perfect,he also had his own weakness and i dun really noe wat happened in his life,so i cannot judge..But wat he did really affect mi alot alot..I really feel v disappointed,but life still have to go on..Of course i'm not going to look back and regret,but to move on and hope for a better future..Wat i can do now is to do well in my studies then get a gd job,if possible is to fulfil my dreams..i think those complicated things will have to wait ba..
Anyway,God is always gd..my dad juz lost his job,but i juz found a job..juz nice for mi..This job onli last for 1 week at expo~~so i get to work there and earn some income be4 i get back school..GoGo jia you!!

Principle of life~~

In life,people come and go..So if someone in ur life leave u,dun be sad..Cos there'll always be someone better who will go into ur life after tat..However,u dun need to get too happi when someone enter ur life,cos they might juz leave u one day..

Results!!

PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!I pass my semestral exams!!!Out of GPA of 4,i've got 3.33!!!WoHoo~~~Hapii~~~At least i nv let my dad down,and of course i did manage to save money for him as i dun need to retake any of e module..but to move on to e next level and also hope tat i can finish my course soon~~Then save up money for grooming course and then fulfil my DrEaMz...To be an Air-stEwardesseS..HeEhEeZ~~Then can earn lotsa money to repay back my family..Get my parents to settle and enjoy life...ok..tats too far..Lets came back to e present....haha.. Then today my mum also blessed mi with a really nice pants..HeEhEez..Wa..REally wanna Thank God for all these blessing sia..He has really been gd to mi everytime when i chose to turn back to him..

Hmmm..Yesterday finally manage to pack my stuff~~hehe~~all thanks to my best fren sarah.. who offered to come my hse and help mi pack~hehes..so bless to have her as my fren..During packing,saw lotsa presents still nicely pack(becos i open and put it back to its original package,also can't bear to use)..then decide to display it so tat i dun waste their effort..kekez..Of course,lotsa memories play back and flood my mind when i saw all those photo albums..

Anyway,memories can onli be memories,nth else more...rite??

PAST IS FOR US TO LET GO AND FUTURE IS FOR US TO GRIP HOLD~~

wei wei wei wei wei ~~~~It really have been donkey years since i last update ya??hmm..actually alot of things happen in my life and i feel so reluctant to update my blog..so..no surprise tat i so long nv update le..k la..now i'm learning to bake cake and eventually enjoying my life to e fullest..i'm having holidays now..no job,so going to learn something during my free time so tat i dun waste my holidays..h3h3..then when got time,i'll go to val's hse do manicure..
is it nice??
this is e first design
this is e second design..
k.....i'm going for bs later..so..tats all folk!!

horoscope

"Your grip on reality may not be quite as firm as it has been in the past. While this fires you up in the creative realm (and may give you some inspiration for finding a solution for a long-standing problem), it's not a great time for risky business when it comes to love or money. No matter how sure-fire a scheme or a prospect seems, if you jump in without thinking, you may live to regret it. Err on the side of caution, and then err on that side some more."
This is wat my horoscope say today..Although i dun really believe in this,but juz read for fun lo..But is actually quite true la..

wa..

hiho~~~its really been such a LONG time since i last update le ba..wahaha..hmm..k..recently have been quite busy..after my common test,festival of praise and anniversary really kept mi really busy..last sat i went to hougang at ard 11 to buy things for refreshment then headed to indoor stadium and reach by 2pm..queue till 6 then e door open..then something funny happen..hmm..festival of praise was really great!!Hillsong and Delirious were really great and anointed singers..And delirious was so handsome!!when he plays guitar,u'll be so touch by his music,and when he sings..i tell u..u can really melt...and i'm really v tao zui into his songs..And of course..Presence of God is really strong..Then everything end,reach home ard 11.40..sleep at 1 am..Next day woke up ard 5 something,quickly prepare and when to indoor to queue up for e anniversary..and is e second time our cg sat at e floor area..the process of fighting for seats was so exciting lo..service was cool!!Hip hop dancer dance including children from chidren church also dance hip hop lo..Oh mind!!is really so CUTE!!!then service end..headed towards suntec for food then take cabby back to indoor queue up for e last festival of praise..and e LAST is always e BEST!!and is really so true lo..actually decided to left indoor ard 10 cos today still got school and we're really so tired..But we really enjoy so much that we forgotten e time..during praise..Delirious request that we hold hands with our neighbours and jump together and is really so warming and joyful lo..i tot tat i wouldn't be jumping cos i'm really worn out,but i juz couldn't help it,i juz can't resist e excitement but to jump with them lo..and we're really jumping and praising Jesus like mad lo..then when we look at e time,we're shock..cos is already 11pm..then rush towards mrt and headed home..reach home ard 12+..today woke up at 6 and go school..i'm really worn out lo..Falling asleep whenever i can..decided to sleep when reach home de,but dunno y i can't fall asleep sia..sigh..And HURRAY!!tml NO school!!can sleeep till late late!!H3h3..TATS all FOLK!!

meaningful

Hey hey..Long time no see ah..wahaha..hmmm..Today go for cell group,take my quiz le then we watch a meaningful movie call 'coach carter'..is a fantastic movie..it inspire mi alot!wat i've learn in tat movie is tat we muz not onli excel in e things we're interested but also studies!!Unity is strength,when one fall,everyone fall..When someone decide to leave e team..He is not leaving e leader but he is leaving/walking out of e whole team..Winning is not e factor,is e process tat matters..Winner is those who persevere till e end..And we always muz have e 'nv give up' spirit!!

miracles

Recently,lotsa things happen and can say is quite frustrating la...However wat i can say tat is God is good,like although this few days r bad,but these few days r really e days tat he led mi through,guiding mi..God always bless mi,i'm always nv lack of anything
and of course e most impt thing is tat i'm nv lack of love..i really cherish e time i have now with my cg members,Don my cg leader..and also my family,especially my mum..Things have turn for e better and everything seems gd..but i noe tat things nv last,so i really want to take hold of wat i have now..1 experience of wat God led mi is tat,yesterday 1 of e member suddenly dun want to come anymore juz becos he can't stand some members in e cg,when i'm home and be4 i sleep,suddenly i feel so burden and i dunno y,i juz take my phone to sms him and i can feel tat the sms i type is really by spirit,and to my expect,he came for today's service!!i'm so happi!!And Don's dog is coming to my hse and stay for 4-6 mths!!This is e happi part la..But e sad part is tat Don is leaving for jarkarta this fri..i really can't imagine days without him sia,i noe somehow there'll be something missing de lo..As he always say tat everyone in e cg do make a diff,especially him,without him will have e biggest diff..cos he is our cg leader who used to lead and guide us..=....(we're gonna miss him much...suddenly memories with him flash back in my mind and sadness fill mi..Those days when w239 juz form,we used to hang out at esplanade,when we play so crazily and laugh like mad..i really miss those days..

happi~~

hey hey~~hmmm..feeling quite happi~~u noe..i've actually been searching for this flower which is v meaningful de..looks nice as well..here r some pics of my fav jie gen hua oh..


oh..i love them..
especially this with both purple & white de..h3h3..

mixed feeling..

Today went for service..my tat fren did come along..u noe..we treat it as nth happen be4..but..he did show some kind of attitude sia..dunno wat happen to him leh..after service,he juz go home straight..sigh..sadded ah..wat happen???actually we wanted to give him some surprise de..haiz..then also,we exchanged our cards today..haha..so fun and interesting..when i reach home and read all e cards tat they've given,i'm really v touch by their words..and at e same time,feeling v encourage la..i feel so loved..h3h3..i love W239!!

...diao..

Today went to cg as per normal,juz tat 1 of my classmate got come along..praise e lord..but..u noe..i don't noe whether he came for e correct reasons..cos..he juz told mi tat he like mi,and ask tat if i can give him my hand..(-_-")..but..of course i rejected him,actually feel v bad la,cos i actually tell him no straight..but..he is simply not my type lo,of course,there's still other reason la..so...however,he is still coming to service tml as he have promised..but..is difficult to say for next week la..haiz..y???!!sadded ah..

happi~~

hey hey..hmm...today i went to orchard with frens...we went to far east plaza for food first then went to lovegety shop to take pic..h3h3..then rush to lido for initial D..wow!!tat was a great show man..wahaha..is so nice..i've no regrets watching this show lo...haha.. after tat,we went to heeren,took pics at lovegety shop again..so fun!haha..then..shop ard for a while..went back home..on e way,one of my fren gave mi my make-up bday present..is my fav kapo..h3h3.. i'm loving it~~i let u see e pic... isn't it cute?!h3h3

Happy day~~

This tues i went to watch ghost train with my fellow classmates(niu yin,sarah,yiwen,wang fei,yi hao and soo kuee)..haha..hmmm..is actually quite fun,really enjoy myself..then after movie,we went to pizza hut for dinner and to celebrate yiwen's bday..she wasn't aware tat we're goin to celebrate her bday then..haha..she was so surprise when we start to sing bday song for her while e staff walk with e cake towards us...should have take pic of her surprise expression de..but..too bad..no one brought camera,so...haiz..sadded lo..after tat,i went to esplanade to celebrate wen's bday with her earlier in advance..cos on her bday,she'll be busy..we finally really go for our boat ride le,,haha..but too bad is not ducky ride..sad ah..but overall was enjoyable la..we talk our hearts out on e journey of boat..then in e end,when we got off e boat,we felt like puking..h3h3..so funny huh..was a tiring day..but was also a memorable day worz..

sad day..

Haiz..today my mao mao li jia chu zou le..feeling so depressed today..whenever i step outside my home,although is onli 2 days,i'll remember e happi moment i have with mao mao..yesterday i was juz playing with him outside my hse onli...:...( this morning when i woke up,he disappear le...i couldn't find him...i was so worried whether he has any food when he is hungry,any shelter when is raining day..cos he is so small and weak..i miss u mao mao~~~where are u?~~~

Happi day..

hmmm...yesterday i went for cell group..huhuhu~~then leh..we decided to go esplanade fellowship,of course i got go la..for so loong i have nv fellowship with them le wor..haha..thank God tat now i no need to da bao for my mum le..instead is she who da bao for mi now..waHahaha..So xin fu..h3h3..On e way to take bus towards esplanade,we found an unwanted small kitten..then alton put in his (get carried away) virgin mobile de bag..looks so cute and funny when e kitten pop its head out lo..haha..Finally i took it back and keep it as my pet..h3h3..it is staying outside my hse..name is mao mao..h3h3..very cute de wor..is really an enjoyable and profitable day...

Miracle day

Today is a miracle day..cos my mum actually step out of e hse le....haha..my mum and i went to amk central to do our hair..haha..i dye and highlight while she perm and dye..however mine is more ex than her due to my hair length..wahaha..sob sob..cos e person cut my fringe wrongly..is not wat i actually wanted la..but see him quite handsome de then nvm lo..Arrghh..i hate my fringe..but nvm..v fast will long again de,then i go cut again lo..h3h3h3...After tat leh..we went to e market to eat,then got 1 curry rice v nice de onli cost 1.90 nia..Afterall..Today's profit quite gd..h3h3..

3 days of excitement

EXTRAORDINARY EMERGE CONFERENCE!!!WoOoOoOo~~~~JUMPING TO E JAM FOR E GREAT I AM!!GO !GO! GO!~~

The 3 day consist of talentime and parade of school..the parade of school was gr8!Their performance was awesome man!Then plus e word was really gr8 tat it really sank into my heart..And during e worship is really e most precious moment..e presence of God was really so strong till i couldn't resist myself but to kneel down and worship e lord..and during e last day when we r singing fellowship song..we're a family tat love love love~~love one another~~i suddenly felt like crying..cos tat pt of time was only mi and minqi at e overflow room,the rest was at b4..tat pt of time i felt quite sad,cos..however i feel tat something was lacking..i remember last year we queue up as a cg,we praise and worship together,we ate together..and at e end of e 3rd day of emerge,we stand on e chair and praise God crazily together..we was so united then..everyone was there,but now..ppl come and ppl go..and i can't see e joy we once have together now...
Overall..i can say tat although this 3 days was v tiring but is still worth it to go and enjoy e presence, joy and the word!!

a great day..

last sat..james,tracy and me met up for a gathering..h3h3..at first we meet at J8 to eat..then no place go le we decided to go clarke quey to take photo..haha..v bo liao rite..but afterall..is quite fun la..we walk from clark quey all e way to esplanade and on e way..we took lotsa pics..these are some of e pics..h3h3..


tats mi and tracy..we juz reach clarke quey..


on e way to esplanade..


when we juz reach my favourite esplanade..


artistic photo by james..


do our back look nice?h3h3..


after persuading for a long time,james finally agree to take photo with us..h3h3..


....actually still got one more cuter photo de..but leh..james dun allow mi to post..sadded ah..
tats all folk!!